Thursday, January 06, 2005 | 10:25 PM
HappY birthdaY to mE~~ haPPy birthdaY to me~~ happY birthdaY to piNkiE mE~~~ happY birthday to mEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ ^_^
6.40am, took my temperature, -_-" 38.2 degree celcius, kept it within myself, 'cause i wanted to spend my birthday happily in school with friends and T31 instead of sleeping and resting at home~
EarlY at 7.20am~ jess, gui di and justin (the ntu proj grp members involved in ogl~) sang birthday song to mE~~ ^_^ with half of the ogls overheard it and sang along during our ogl meeting in school..
aT 7.30am, eugene passed me my birthdaY presenT~ so toucheD!! my first birthday present for this yeaR!! (thanks boy boY!~ ^_^) guess what he gave me~~ a soft toy doggie with a glass bottle filled with pink sand, with small shells, covered by pink net. After which, kenneth passed me my second present for the yeaR~ chocolatE~ ( look like i have to go on dieT again.. lol~)
At 7.55am, T31 sang birthdaY sonG for me!! ^_^ thaNks!! i'll never forget that!! this is the first time, where my new class sing birthday song for me.. so toucheD!! But i am still not bonded enough to T31.. maybe cause i always disappear for my ntu proj meeting during the days. Somehow i feel that valencia dont like me at all... did i get the wrong idea? How come i feel so empty... I must be a bad ogl... bad bad ogl... so sorry to that class... sorry that they have got me as an ogl... i'm starting to feel the gap between me and her.. *sob soB*
At about 11am, in canteen, it's so coincidence that ex 115 gather together. Although some of us retained, some are still preparing for their block test, we still gather as a class, like last year, and chit-chat... they sang birthday song for me too~ ^_^ felt so blessed and doted~ thanksSSS~~~!! at leasT i dont feel lonely anymorE, with the thoughts that i have no more friends from 115.. my fever was gone too.. with temp. back to normal 37.0 degree celcius...
Must be the chem and maths lectures that were so brain twisting. I burnt my brain again. Feeling so cold during the lectures and i have got feelings that my fever is back. Went for amazing race with T31 too, went black-out twice, but luckily i didnt fainT. They mean alot to me, one for all, all for one, i will not let them run on their own while i resT just because of a stupid fever~ although i did nothing to help them... -_-" Oh ya!! they gave me a letter, with their greetings to wish mE, for my birthday, thanks T31.. *muacKz* love T31!!!
5pm, ogl debrief meeting again.. going to faint soon, with no stamina, sitting in air con room, waiting for things to be over faSt. The choir ogls sang birthday song to me ^_^ ...but i still felt faint... maybe i really overwork myself for today.. everything turned out stress for me...
Got home, bathe and slept for hours. Took my temperature, 39.1 degree celcius!!! *fainT* called jolleen for help~ i dont want to worry my parents, especially on my birthday. Jolleen greeted me with Bday song~ had a chat, went down for dinner, only found with leftover food.. did my parents forget abt me? i hope not.. no more energy...
~heavy head with burninG brain~
