Wasn't quite happy these few days though. Because of my BELOVED godbrother. I had been in the same pri and sec sch with him. I sayang him more than i sayang my friends. Even my gang, X^5 (except gladys) has to step aside for him. Everyone knows that he's an important person to me.

STUPID FRANZ!!! ya.. FRANZ is his name.. heard from him that he got this name 'cause his mother like France soccer team when she was pregnant with him.. so that becomes his name. True or not.. i'm not sure.. i didnt thought of asking his mother too.. maybe should ask her someday.. haha!! Anyway, he went TPJC as he has got quite a good result ( for your info, he topped Literature in Bowen Sec Sch for 'O' Levels and his name is listed in the school BIG noticeboard.. No one believes it.. 'Cause he dont believe it too.. haha!!) . He left me. All alone in YJC. He's so East and i'm so North.

I'm alright with it though. As i feel that he should go somewhere better than YJC with his result. But the problem is, he didnt even contact me!! All along, it has been me trying to get to him, to meet up!! He didnt even sms me initiatively!! I'm always the one to sms him. Good brother huh. I know, he must have been busy with his studies, with the stupid Project Work. But why, when we met, when he told me about his life in TPJC, that i felt that he doesnt want me anymore, he doesnt need me this sister anymore? He told me about how fun his class is, how they went out to play, how they had fun. Are those the reasons that kept him so busy that he didnt sms me to meet me up?

My heart is crying. No one can understand it. Azhar told me to let Franz go alittle as he needs to have his own life. I have my own life too. But i didnt forget about him! i didnt leave him out of my life! But i somehow feels that he forgot about me, and he's leaving me out of his life. His new TPJC life.

I told Franz about how i feel, that i'm angry with him, for i'm always the one who initiated for meet-ups everytime. He didnt seem to care. I told him i dont want to talk to him 'cause i'm angry with him. He didnt seem to care. I remembered, when we were in the same school, whenever i'm sad or angry, he'll cheer me up. He'll always make me laugh. And i got this spirit from him. And bring this to YJC. But, somehow.. he has changed, hasnt he? He's no longer the small Franz whom i have known for years. He's now a BIG Franz. Someone with his own life. Someone whose friends i dont even know. I totally out from his new life... totally out...

People come and go, they might stay in your life and might just be passer-by of your life. But Franz's of about 8 year in my life. Will he just leave like that? I dare not think about it. And Please.. please dont let it happen...

~Can anyone feels how i feel... my heart is crying~

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Old Jolleen
New Jolleen
WanYing
Joanne
HuiShi
CheeYong
Eugenia
Valerie Lee

JC
Melvin
Jess
Kenn
Boompiah
Thong Thong

Cousin
Gilbert

Uni
Afiza
Effonda

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Yijun
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