Wednesday, August 17, 2005 | 4:44 PM
Ok.. it's raining heavily outside now and i'm stuck in the school's library. I'm sOOoooooooO hungry!! =( hai.. i forgot what i wanted to blog about. So forgetful of me..
I write about why i'm so pissed with SOMEONE from my class then.
There's this SOMEONE, who kept telling people that he's a slackeR, yet u can see him mugging in the school library. Reason that he give for going to the library? He'll just say that he wants to sleep. Hey, if u want to study, just say u want to study, stop telling people that u are going to sleep yet seen mugging on ur notes! I understand that there is strong competition for the dragon years. Everyone tells others that they dont study at home, yet can produce good results, and it is obvious that they DID study at home, i am alright with people like this, BUT IF U WANT TO LIE, DONT SHOW OTHERS THAT IT IS A LIE!! It's so fake!! Telling others that u dont study and is a slacker, yet studying in school library and show everyone. DUMB.
And i know it's obvious that i dont like that SOMEONE ( and i'm making it more obvious now.. haha). He can see it too i supposed, 'cause he asked Mel to pass me a letter and asked Mel to tell me not to show it to Daps. Ya.. Why Daps? i dont know~ I read that letter, it's dumb, about what i have bad impressions of him just like the others, yet others change their view on him as they know him better. I have to admit that i really dont have a good impression of him since last year, and when he first joined my class, i hope that my impression of him will change. But that did not happen. And i ended with a worse impression of him.
I did not respond to his letter, 'cause i see no needs to. And he confronted me after that incident. I told him that i have no grudge against him. (I seriously have no grudge against him!! just bad impression.. haha). He told me that he heard it from his ex gf that i dont like him. EXCUSE ME!! I told Amirah, Daps, Yimin and Kenneth. Who among these 4 used to be his gf?! First 3 are out, Kenneth? unless he's a gay.
I told Yimin about it sometimes later. She told me that THAT SOMEONE has a story with she and her 5 friends too. And she told me that THAT SOMEONE is someone not good to trust. She's not the only one who says that, her 5 friends said it too. They had a heart to heart talk and they realised that the things that he told them are so different!! He told his ex that he scored badly for his block tests, so he chose to retain. He told another girl that he actually got B, B, C for his block test, and told her not to tell his ex. And i remembered that he told me that he scored B, B, C!! And he went to tell others that B, B, C is a rumour that people spread about him and he got F, F, F. So which is truE? God knows.
Anyway, Yimin and her friends were gossiping when i joined them. They told me that THAT SOMEONE told one of them that when he confronted me about the bad impression issue, i felt so guilty that i apologised to him!! COMEON LOR!! WHEN DID I APOLOGISE!! I WONT APOLOGISE FOR SOMETHING THAT I DIDNT DO WRONG!! AND I DONT THINK THAT HAVING A BAD IMPRESSION OF HIM IS A CRIME!! NOW I HATE HIM.. ARGH!!
~So angry~