Sunday, January 01, 2006 | 12:14 AM
HMmmm.. haPPy new yeaR!! I'm in 2006 now~ wonder if i will write 2005 on the date section on my work when school reopens.. i always cant get use to the new year.. -_-"
What do i wish for for the new year? ^_^ Good grades of coursE!! Be smarter of coursE!! Not to be so blur and be bullied.. haha.. especially being teased by
jolleen of being "ben ben de" (means stupid stupid one..) like her
akanishi jin.. she always say me and her jap idol make good friends 'cause of our stupid characteristic.. -_-" i'm sure i'm smarter than him.. eH.. i want $$ to go shopping.. i want buy brown, green, red, black and white caps to match my clothes.. belts.. bangles.. Shoes..
Kame's necklaces..
NEWS' touch and teppen singles..
WaT's single..
Kame's posters..
JJ's posters..
Teppei's posters.. big
mickey mouse soft toy (my di's friend tore my super big one up.. =( )..
Taz devil.. baG!! (
melvin!! you didnt remind me to ask about the price of that bag that i like alot when we were doing CIP in tampines pasar malam!! arGH!! that number 22 baG!!).. new haircut.. clothes and more clothes!! oh ya.. and to slim down so i can wear nice nice clothes.. i also want a machine which can help me finish my homeworks!! lol~~ (my
di standing behind me now asked me to stop killing so many brain cells to daydream of so many things at one go.. -_-") daydream.. hai.. did i wish for too much? eh~~ i want scv also!! want NHK and Japtv channels!! really too much...??... *_*
A new year means i'm entering a new age soon.. *siGh* means my birthday coming.. BIRTHDAY!! ^_^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY
PINKIE!! whahaha.. i'm the first one to wish myself for my new birthday!! although it's 6 days later..
SIX DAYS AWAY..!!?? I'm old now.. =( entering my "18"th birthday.. hahA~~ for your info.. 19 is a taboo to me.. although i'm turning 19.. dont ever mention it in front of mE~~ i dont like this number and this age.. makes me sound so old.. (oOps.. and i mentioned that number myself.. lol~) 6 morE days~~
Hai.. i used to look forward to my birthday every year.. except this year.. 'cause of that number? maybe.. but now, it's another normal day for me.. i dont remember celebrating it grand with my friends.. 6th jan.. is normally a school day for me.. a day when school just reopen for 4 days.. and everyone's busy with their own stuffs.. i dont remember receiving more than 5 presents a year.. for the past 18 years.. 1 angbao from my pa, 1 special dinner treat prepared by my ma (she forgot my 18th birthday.. so i've got none from her last year..), about 2 presents from school friends and classmates.. that's about it.. ya.. oh ya.. one present from myself.. that makes up about 5..
Received my first present from
Phuy Kun on 20++ dec 05.. lol.. 'cause he's entering ns someday near my birthday.. so he got me mine first.. Friends for 6 years.. first present from him.. so toucheD.. lol.. Thanks
pk!! ^_^
I sound so desperate for presents.. haha.. but if you were to be born on my birthday.. you will most probably understand why i will be so sad.. no one really remembers my birthday.. and no one really celebrates for me.. i feel more lonely on my birthday than any other days.. and i feel more and more lonely on my birthday as i grow.. J2's birthday is going to be more lonely i supposed.. 'cause everyone will be busy preparing for A levels.. although
jolleen and
X^5 promised to go out with me on weekends to celebrate my birthday.. and
daps is coming back to celebrate our same birthday together.. but.. the loneliness is getting stronger and stronger.. Someone.. save me........ please......................
~2006~
