TADDA~~ New blogskin!! ^_^

Let me explain.. The one on your left is not my Kame ok!! He's Akanishi Jin.. Jolleen's favouritE. So why do i put his pic in my blog? 'Cause i cant find any blogskin which is nicer than this!! I cant find my Kame's blogskin and i dont know how to create onE!! So that explains why Jin is here and he did a good standby, didnt he~~ ( jolleen will kill me if she read this.. lol.. standby only~)

Went out with jolleen and joan on sat. The day when it started raining heavily and almost for the whole day.. Went kino to buy my magazines~ ^_^ KamE!! TeppEI!! OH ya!! Teppei is 20 this yeaR on 5th Jan!! He's 1 year and 1 day older than mE!! lol.. In japan, 20 is consider an adult ( not like singapore..18).. So he can drink and smoke for all he wants.. But he better dont.. i cant stand guys who smoke.. Kame is turning 20 this year too.. 23 Feb~~ HE BETTER DONT LEARN SMOKING TOO.. But seriously.. i rather kame remains 19.. as he grows older.. his thoughts will become more and more mature.. he already too mature for his age now.. how mature he wants to be?!

Supposed to go out with X5 on sun to celebrate my birthday.. My first bday celebration with X5.. It meant a lot to me. Yet they cancelled on me. Because of rain.. ( it rained the whole day.. Hai..) My feelings?! WHAT DO YOU THINK?! ASK ONE MORE TIME AND YOU GET LOST..

... in fact.. i started crying on train in khatib when they asked me to cancel the outing.. and the more i think about how much they treasure me.. When there's any X5 outing.. i'll always be right there no matter how busy i am (even though i always late..) and i went out of house once in heavy rain and waited in the bus stop in the stupid cold weather just to go town to meet X5.. I'm serious.. X5 means so much to me.. the more i think.. the more i cried.. through the night.. together with the sky.. They must be crying for me too.. if not the rain wont be for the whole day.. and even today..

Jolleen cancelled her project meeting with her teammate and told her straight in her face that she's meeting me to celebrate my birthday on sat and see her teammate's black face.. FRIEND.. A few of my classmates organised supper outing.. i remembered it was raining.. Everyone has no umbrella and they continued with the outing.. How do i compare that incidence to these..

They asked me out tomorrow again.. The hurt feelings are back.. It pierced through my heart and my nose and eyes.. I wanted to cry.. Yesterday's incidence will remain in my mind forever.. I used studying as an excuse not to go.. even though i know i will most probably be watching my kame's video.. I lied.. But it's better than letting them cancel on me again should it rain again tomorrow.. It's time i protect myself..

The pain will always be there.. HURT..

~the wound that cant be healed~

Secondary
Old Jolleen
New Jolleen
WanYing
Joanne
HuiShi
CheeYong
Eugenia
Valerie Lee

JC
Melvin
Jess
Kenn
Boompiah
Thong Thong

Cousin
Gilbert

Uni
Afiza
Effonda

I dont know what heading to name her under..haha
Yijun
My part 2
Part 2

I love it too much to remove it. Since this is my blog, u have to bear seeing it everytime u visit.\(^0^)/


It has been long since i last updated myself on JJ's news. I wonder how is he.. Haha.. Got these from his blog~


My Kame's hair is back to normal!! He's a boy who loves baseball to core. He is so pretty that i must share it! ~<3


Latest Image of Aiba in 5X10 collection. He's such a cute boy who loves to run and jump~


Mr. Pokya. My main source of joy. Haha.. Ojisama in disguisE~


Xiao Gen Ban. He is my ideal husband in the drama of Infamous Chil Princesses~