Friday, July 21, 2006 | 11:44 PM
Sometimes i just feel that i have the right to do the things i want to do..
Just like yesterday, when the chem tutorial is over,
her bf came in to look for
her.. Seriously, for any normal ppl, when they saw couples together, tht person will automatically disappear or walk away. I have this habit of doing this too.. ( tht shows tht i'm normal?) I know i have been with the 2 of them often, so i thought of just walking off with meena reena and gang so that
she and
her bf can be togetheR..
She may not see the need for this.. but this is how i feel.. and i'm just doing what i think i should do..
After that, when i was going for ASP, i walked past
her bf.. he told me that
she's angry.. i knew it.. and i expected it.. But the moment i see
her, i felt angry too.. This thought came across my mind.. "why should
she be angry? Dont i have the right to walk away from
her? Must i always be the lightbulb? Why cant
she understand how i feel?" So i decided to ignore
her.. for i was pissed too ( i'm now too..)..
All along, when they quarrelled,
She will tell me everything.. and i will tell
her my comments.. but i dont think it works..
she always have her own reasonings.. Like i always told
her tht in a relationship couples always give and take.. but
she is always the one taking and
her bf's the one giving.. and when quarrels started again.. i will tell
her the same thing again.. and
she will have
her reasons again.. I have not been in a relationship before, and i have been listening to so many friends' relationship experiences since secondary school.. so i seriously give
her my advice frm wat i observed from my other friends, and
she dont see the need to it.. so i should just keep quiet.. right?
Seriously, i'm feeling tired.. I'm tired of hearing couples with their quarrels.. Why cant couples be happily together.. Why must they always quarrel.. If they want to quarrel so much.. why must they be together in the first place.. Everyone hopes to see happy endings out of every relationship.. but the couple themselves are creating witches, dragons and poison apples to destroy their own fairy tales..
Me? i'm just a girl who is hoping for her prince to appear and live happily ever after.. yet is afraid of looking forward to it for she has watched too much of the counterfeit fairy tales..
