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Saturday, November 21, 2009 | 7:31 PM

我想,我已经到了老化的开始阶段了。我的记忆力开始慢慢的衰退,很多事情我已经忘记了。我发现我也把最原始的我给忘了。是什么时候忘的呢?我也不知道。

这还不是最恐怖的。最恐怖的是我的身体也在告诉我说它正在一步一步的变化,它也在变老。这种老并不是年龄的老,而是身体状况的老。我的颈项的状况最近越来越不好了。时不时就会酸痛。不只别过头的时候会痛,连睡觉的时候也会觉得痛。就连现在,打这则留言的时候,它也在给我努力的发痛。

还有,我为了把经痛给治好,正在服用的药物开始它的大副作用了。一开始服用时,它只会在你服用它之后的一小时头昏想吐。慢慢的,在服用它的2个星期后,眼睛就会变得干燥。然后,当我继续服用它,我的情绪起伏变得越来越大,经痛,也在没来经的时候痛。我开始变得不大会控制情绪。这个变化,让我越来越想缩进我的贝壳里,不想出来。我开始不会衡量事情,也不会分辨对与错。我变得不会求救,只会缩。

今年的课业也不知道为什么的,它就是比去年的来得大很多。功课一来我就忙着做,做完了它又重来一圈。在我这种情绪的状态下,我不知道我走了几个圈,只知道,关上门,我一直缩在房里绕圈圈。出了门,我就得好好的做不是现在我自己的正常人。压力吗?谁不会有。只是不同范围的压力罢了。但它还是一样的难搞,还是一样的让人感到它的存在。这是我选的路,没人会帮我的,因为没人了解,因为大家都活在自己的自我了解里。

如果可以后退,我还是选择往前走。除非一开始我不属于这的世界。







Kamenashi Kei

♥ Ying ♥
-Turning 23 in less than 2 months time
-Has been a devoted fan of JJ, Kame, Aiba, Pokya.. and maybe L
-Is someone who daydreams a lot
-Can crap more than study
-Loves to slp, eat, talk, watch dvds, nag

♥ 大好きなSongs ♥
JJ
-冻结 美人鱼 距离 无尽的思念 原来 不死之身 Now That She's Gone 杀手 K-O 不流泪的机场 小酒窝

KATTUN (Kame)
Precious One. Harukana Yakusoku. Peaceful Days. Kizuna. Real Face. Signal. Yorokobi no Uta. Your Side. LIPS. DON'T U EVER STOP. Blue Tuesday. Rhodesia. Wilds of My Heart. Butterfly. Peak. LOST. someday for somebody. FIGHT ALL NIGHT. Distance. Our Story ~Prologue~. 12 o'clock.

Arashi (Aiba)
A.RA.SHI*Kimi wo Sukoshi mo Warukunai*Nice na Kokoroiki*夏の名前*Sakura Sake*Rain*Itsuka No Summer*Hitmitsu*Carnival Night part2* Wish*Kitto Daijoubu*COOL & SOUL*Love so sweet*Happiness*Step and Go*Your Song*Hello Goodbye *Boku ga boku no subete*Truth*One Love*5x10

SS501
UR Man, Because i'm stupid, Find, I am, Sometime, Deja Vu, Song calling for you

Others
末日之恋,傻瓜,频率,翻不完的夏天,恋爱ING,眼色,放肆,周蕙的全部歌,cant think of any more now..

♥ 大好きなDrama/Anime ♥
-Drama->It started with a kiss(jpn & taiwan), Nodame cantabile, Gokusen2, Yamadataro Monogatari, Attention Please,The Quiz Show, Mr Brain, 花样少年少女,终极一班 ...
-Anime->Nodame Cantabile, Azumanga Dayo, Fruit basket, Ouran High Boy Host Club, Minami Ke, Lucky Star, La Corda d'Oro,..
-cant think of anymore now..



♥ Gossips/ Complaints ♥


♥ Bye Bye! ♥

Secondary
Old Jolleen
New Jolleen
WanYing
Joanne
HuiShi
CheeYong
Eugenia
Valerie Lee

JC
Melvin
Jess
Kenn
Boompiah
Thong Thong

Cousin
Gilbert

Uni
Afiza
Effonda

I dont know what heading to name her under..haha
Yijun
My part 2
Part 2


♥ Eyes with Delight ♥

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I love it too much to remove it. Since this is my blog, u have to bear seeing it everytime u visit.\(^0^)/

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It has been long since i last updated myself on JJ's news. I wonder how is he.. Haha.. Got these from his blog~

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My Kame's hair is back to normal!! He's a boy who loves baseball to core. He is so pretty that i must share it! ~<3

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Latest Image of Aiba in 5X10 collection. He's such a cute boy who loves to run and jump~

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Mr. Pokya. My main source of joy. Haha.. Ojisama in disguisE~

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Xiao Gen Ban. He is my ideal husband in the drama of Infamous Chil Princesses~

♥ Reminiscent ♥