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Blog shifted

2010-03-10T16:37:00.003+08:00

Hey my friendS!

I've moved to a new blogspace!

Let's go there now~ ^^

http://pinkieandmanybrainz.blog125.fc2.com/

Spam mail from Pokya

2010-01-19T13:17:00.002+08:00

Subject: Spam Mail

どうも。
Hello.

僕です。
It's me.
櫻井です。
Sakurai.

連日のメール失礼致します。m(__)m
I apologize for sending mail two days in a row. m(__)m

いよいよ本日21時より『特上カバチ！！』がスタート！
Finally, starting today at 9pm will be "Tokujou Kabachi!!"!

11月にクランクインして、早2ヶ月。
We started filming in November, and it's already been 2 months.
遂に一話をお目見えする日がやって参りました。
At last, the debut of episode one has come.

今、非常にわくわくしてます。
Right now, I am extremely excited.

あっ！！
Ah!!
奥さんっ！！
Ma'am!!
嵐の皆さんに歌って頂いた新曲『Troublemaker』も聴けちゃいますわよ！
You'll also be able to hear the new song "Troublemaker" which is sung by Arashi!
これは聴かなきゃよねっ！！
This is a must listen!!
(this is so funny!! pokya's acting like he's one of the aunties gossiping with other aunties!!)

…てなわけで。
...And so.
ここから3月までノンストップです。
It will be non-stop from here until March.
アンストッパボーです。
It's unstoppable!

webのオトノハ内で来週から期間限定企画もやりますので、そちらも宜しくどうぞ！！
There will be a special limited time corner in "Otonoha" starting next week, so please check that out as well!!

2010年1月17日
櫻井翔
Sakurai Sho

~credit to kimi_no_tsuki~

Spam mail from Arashi on saigo no yakusoku

2010-01-14T17:44:00.001+08:00

Subject: Spam Mail

It's Ohno~! Well, tonight from 9pm is the drama that's the first for the 5 of us in 10 years, "Saigo no Yakusoku"! Everyone~ please watch! It's been about 3 years since all of us have acted together, and I think you will be able to see a little bit different, and more adult, Arashi! Personally, I am acting together with Kosakai-san, so please look forward to that as well~ Yoroshiku!

Hello.
It's me. Sakurai.

I see. I see.

Ohno-san will be acting together with Kosakai-san. It seems that during the filming Kosakai-san did a lot of impressions for him as well.
I am looking forward to seeing them together.

Well, in this drama.
I have been placed in the role of "non-violent Die Hard".
(*t/n: For anyone who doesn't know, or is wondering, yes, this is a reference to the Die Hard movies with Bruce Willis. The quintessential terroist-fighting-action-hero in the eyes of the Japanese, hehe)

Well,
It's not that there's no violence at all. But, it's that kind of feeling... or, how would you say... atmosphere...
(*t/n: He says いきふん　and 雰囲気 here, which actually mean the exact same thing. "ikifun" is a slang, and a kind of outdated one at that, for "funiki", lol)

I think if you watch it you'll understand what I mean. m(__)m

Please enjoy the 2 hours, full of tension and suspense!!

Then, on to Aiba-kun!

Thank you for the introduction.
It's Aiba Masaki here (^o^)
Is that so~!! Sho-chan is a "non-violent Die Hard" I see, that's how it is, then that would make him a "Die Soft" (laughs)

Well, everyone is acting together with someone and it seems like they had a lot of fun~ But I'm in the bathroom stall. All alone!! If it had gone on a little longer I feel like I would have started talking to the toilet. It's that kind of drama.

Right!? Ninomiya-kun?

On the other hand, I kind of want to see that kind of drama (sweat marks)
The drama where Aiba-san talks to a toilet...

On second thought, no I don't!!

Well this time, I think the drama has a fresh feeling.

Of course the 5 of us acting together!

And the scenes where everyone is with their co-stars!

All of these are what makes this drama good, so don't just watch it once, but two times, three times!

Please watch!!

Then, finally, let's have Matsumoto-kun do the closing!!

This was Ninomiya!

Understood! Kazu ♪♪
(*t/n: So cute! Thanks to atomicmi and brianathebard I got the music notes in there xD)

Please enjoy the speedy and heart-pounding feeling. I get trapped in the building while going around with the Company President's daughter, who is played by Kuroki Meisa... this development will also make your heart pound★☆(kirakira mark)

How will it end!?

Please be sure to watch all the way through!!

Well then, it's from 9:00 tonight!!

This has been a spam mail from Matsumoto, and all of Arashi ☺

~credit from kimi_no_tsuki~

23！生日快乐！

2010-01-05T22:54:00.003+08:00

奇怪吧，自己会在生日的时候听这首歌。明明是一首很伤心的歌，可是它现在却很适合我的心情。

我没有像歌里一样的失恋，也没有那些恋爱的回忆。

我没有蜡烛可以点，可是寂寞却像歌里一样的亮了。

我想，也许是因为年龄渐渐的变大，所以会想要更多家的温暖。

想在自己生日时，在家吃一顿妈妈特别为我煮的生日饭菜，就像小时候。

可是，为什么没有！？我的生日餐呢？！

不过，生日还是要开开心心的。

因为这天是我老妈想当年辛辛苦苦把我生下来的日子。

这天也是我老爸老妈等着我到来的日子。

所以leh, 祝我生日快乐！

还有这个！

Things that i want

2009-11-22T20:53:00.004+08:00

I'm broke..

Things that i want to buy from yesasia:

1) KATTUN - Live Break the records concert dvd First press edition
2) KATTUN - Calendar 2010
3) Arashi - 5X10 All the best! clips 1999-2009 Hongkong version
3) Arashi - Everything First press singles Korea version
4) Arashi - My Girl First press singles Hongkong version
5) SS501 - Rebirth Version B Taiwan Limited edition

Eh Ong Cheng Hong and Wee.. u see the list above and choose one each to buy for me ok. Dont say what "you tell me verbally how i remember". I wrote it here alr. Best if you buy me calendar. Thanks hor!

2009-11-21T19:31:00.002+08:00

我想，我已经到了老化的开始阶段了。我的记忆力开始慢慢的衰退，很多事情我已经忘记了。我发现我也把最原始的我给忘了。是什么时候忘的呢？我也不知道。

这还不是最恐怖的。最恐怖的是我的身体也在告诉我说它正在一步一步的变化，它也在变老。这种老并不是年龄的老，而是身体状况的老。我的颈项的状况最近越来越不好了。时不时就会酸痛。不只别过头的时候会痛，连睡觉的时候也会觉得痛。就连现在，打这则留言的时候，它也在给我努力的发痛。

还有，我为了把经痛给治好，正在服用的药物开始它的大副作用了。一开始服用时，它只会在你服用它之后的一小时头昏想吐。慢慢的，在服用它的2个星期后，眼睛就会变得干燥。然后，当我继续服用它，我的情绪起伏变得越来越大，经痛，也在没来经的时候痛。我开始变得不大会控制情绪。这个变化，让我越来越想缩进我的贝壳里，不想出来。我开始不会衡量事情，也不会分辨对与错。我变得不会求救，只会缩。

今年的课业也不知道为什么的，它就是比去年的来得大很多。功课一来我就忙着做，做完了它又重来一圈。在我这种情绪的状态下，我不知道我走了几个圈，只知道，关上门，我一直缩在房里绕圈圈。出了门，我就得好好的做不是现在我自己的正常人。压力吗？谁不会有。只是不同范围的压力罢了。但它还是一样的难搞，还是一样的让人感到它的存在。这是我选的路，没人会帮我的，因为没人了解，因为大家都活在自己的自我了解里。

如果可以后退，我还是选择往前走。除非一开始我不属于这的世界。

Idolism

2009-10-20T20:43:00.003+08:00

I am an idolist.

Someone who believes in idolism.

And I spent so much $$ on concert goods!!

My recent investments...... as shown below..........

~And i contribute a lot to Japan's economy~

messy room photo

2009-10-20T20:37:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOSE ROOM IS THIS?!?!?!

~Spot mickey!~

狗狗累了

2009-10-06T18:31:00.006+08:00

狗狗从来到这个家，就把主人当成最要好的朋友。
因为在这个世界上，主人懂狗狗多过狗爸狗妈。
主人上班的时候，狗狗静静的等待着主人的归来。
然后在主人回来的那一霎那，狗狗就摇着尾巴，以响亮的叫声迎接他。
狗狗也会为了讨好主人，咬着拖鞋递给主人，只为了一声赞美。

可是，当日子一天天的过去，
主人的赞美也早已不再，换来了理所当然。
主人的要求越来越高，狗狗会的花招却还只是递拖鞋。
年复一年，狗狗还是达不到要求。
到最后，就得到了嫌弃。

狗狗尽力了，主人却看不到。
狗狗后来学会了接丢球，主人却不想玩了。
狗狗已经会看脸色了，主人却越摆越黑。
狗狗想解释什么，主人却不听了。

久了，狗狗就习惯把解释放进心里了。
狗狗已经累了，
因为它已经被主人的高要求打败了。
狗狗想狗爸狗妈了，
因为它知道主人不想要他了。
狗狗想睡了，
因为它已经看不见未来了。

~狗狗哭了，它的心哭了~

Aiba Masaki's My Girl

2009-10-02T19:48:00.004+08:00

The drama series titled "My Girl", is scheduled to premiere this Fall 2009 on Friday October 9th; 11:15pm.

CAST
* Aiba Masaki as Kazama Masamune

Horray!!! After a long wait, Aiba's drama is finally showing soon!!! I learnt about it in the beginning of August. And i waited so long for it until i sprained my neck!!! (This is true, i really did sprain my neck yesterday.. Haha!!)

This is the CM for Aiba's drama. It has been long since Aiba last acted, as a main somemore. Quite worried for him..

CM 1:

CM 2:

Synopsis
The story revolves around a 23-year-old man named, Kazama Masamune. During high school, he had a girlfriend four years older than him, but she suddenly leaves to go abroad. Six years later, he receives news that she has passed away. In addition, she secretly gave birth to Masamune's daughter. Now the five-year-old daughter, Koharu, is returning home to Japan, and Masamune must raise her.

~Ganbare Aiba chan~

Bucks and butt

2009-09-24T19:03:00.009+08:00

To add on something funny.

Later that day after the Anan issue (pls see the post below), i was msn-ing ming when she told me that her bf complained that she waste $$ on a key cover which she bought from Daiso for $2.

And so, i replied her telling her to tell her bf that...

Me: Tell him. Bought from Daiso de. Only 2 butt!!!

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BUTT.....

~The difference between BUCK AND BUTT~

Akanshi's Anan

2009-09-24T18:11:00.006+08:00

On sunday, Jolleen called me eagerly and asked me to go online to read a blog post. I was wondering why she was so excited about that post and kept urging me to go online. And so, i went to read that post, and found out that AKANISHI JIN was on the coverpage of Anan Magazine.

Well, it's not that i'm not excited.. it's just because he's not my idol. So normally when he was on any magazine's coverpage, i will just treat it like.. : "oh.. jolleen's husband.. (now ex-husband 'cause she likes tht Because i'm stupid leader)". And normally, Jolleen will just call me and say:

Jolleen: Konichiwa~~ YINGHUI!!! Akanishi is on XXX mag coverpage!! I'm so happy!!
Me : Really? Whoa.. so you are going to get it right?
Jolleen: Of course! I'm going to kino to look for it maybe tomorrow.

But because this Anan mag, it has become:

Jolleen: Anehaseyo~~ (notice the greeting, it has changed 'cause she switched her love) YINGHUI!!! ARE YOU ONLINE NOW?! GO ONLINE NOW!! I HAVE SOMETHING TO SHOW YOU!!
Me : Yes? What do you want to show me?
Jolleen: GO ONLINE NOW AND YOU WILL SEE IT!!!
Me : Ok..

After i finished seeing that mag which i took 30mins to force myself to look at it..

Me : OH MY GOD.. I CANT BELIEVE IT! I'M LOOKING AT AKANISHI'S XXXX
Jolleen: Yes!! I'm so happy that he got onto Anan!!!!
Me : So you going to get it huh?
Jolleen: OF COURSE! I'VE ALREADY CALLED KINO AND ASKED THEM WHEN IS THE SHIPMENT COMING IN SO THAT I CAN RESERVE IT IMMEDIATELY! (In another word, I must get that mag)

For your info, Anan mag is quite a sex education magazine. Occasionally it will invite some artists to pose for its mag's coverpage with a few bonus photos inside. And normally, those photos are quite naked. Except that the front bottom part will be covered, we can see almost everything of that artist. So far, okada (V6), matsu jun(Arashi), yamap( NEWS) has gone for it. Kame went on Anan too, but his is not counted as extreme because he covered almost everything!! He is the most covered guy on Anan mag. Now, it's Akanishi's turn.. So i saw Akanishi's Anan issue thanks to Jolleen.. PEACEFUL DAYS~ K-A-T-T-U-N~

~And so, XXXX means Butt~

2009-09-16T16:29:00.003+08:00

马有乱蹄，人有失手，再聪明的人偶尔也会有失常的时候。

I find that this is a very interesting sentence so, decided to share it here. ^^

I think that it suits me a lot.
I'm smart, although i SOMETIMES do stupid things! Hahaha..

~off to listen to my newly arrived 5x10 album while reading novel~

2009-09-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

This is cutE!! hahah!! i found it in some webbie and decided to copy it here. If only i can bring this to sch for maths. Haha!!

~So bored that i wander ard webbies~

Quotation

2009-08-26T10:43:00.000+08:00

什么叫二选一，难道这就是选择吗?

I was listening to YES 933 when i heard this line through a movie advertisement. ^^ I find that it makes some sense so i decide to put it here..

~\(^o^)/~

守護者周蕙

2009-08-21T11:22:00.003+08:00

I was driving just now when i thought of a topic to write for my blog post today. However, i forgot what is it about now. Haha.. Sign of aging.

In return, i shall post a song's lyrics here. A song which i like recently. It's about when love is here, a lot of people dont dare to say it out. By the time when they make up their mind to express their love, it's already too late... (i think)

周蕙- 守护者

天亮了你也離開了回憶躺在房子裡發熱
你的喜怒哀樂我會好好的收藏著

夢想一起有多難了現在你卻往哪裡去呢
送給你的相冊一直睡在一處不動聲色

我以為可以做你身邊的守護者
陪你遠走高飛不算什麼
你大大的理想容不下多我一個
卻帶走我的祝福和天空顏色

我以為可以做你身邊的守護者
陪你一起分享喜悅快樂
你堅決沒有束縛總是比較難的
未來天氣變得如何
都要自己撐著

Arashi 5x10

2009-08-18T01:55:00.002+08:00

Arashi - 5x10

A few years after we met
It seemed like it had been
And before we knew it it's been ten years
A balloon flies up into the sky
And together as a delicate five we boarded a rocking boat
"Just laugh, surely dreams will come true"
We were told this at a time in our past and now we hold it in our hearts

There were days we felt only things like impatience and uncertainty and resentment
But because you were there for us and your smiles were so warm
We managed to walk our way here, with hands lined up to hold along the way
Even with this time we've spent together, somehow
Even now we still are just humbled

We who collected the wind within ourselvees
And the sadness we couldn't shoulder
Because you were there, we could turn it into smiles

There was a dissonance innocently played
That got to visit many worlds
And before we knew it, suddenly
That had become us

We honestly cried (These many words of love from us)
And honestly laughed (Are absolutely all we have)
And honestly worried (~)
And honestly lived (And the great love that piled over itself)
And we're proud of where we are now.
We honestly cried (These many words of love from us)
And honestly laughed (Are absolutely all we have)
And honestly worried (~)
And honestly lived (And the great love that piled over itself)
And we're proud of where we are now.

If there's no path nearby that you can take step by step
Then your only choice is to walk the path you believe in
And if by some chance you cry then let's meet here again
These unchangeable rascals that will simply send you their love
Together we'll wish for a future for you
Use the wind to cross the mountain ahead, you can fly
And we will paint the vicinity with our colors

By ourselves we glanced up at this sky
And perhaps you're seeing it too
If you are then face the sky and sing
Yes, with everything you have.

We honestly cried (These many words of love from us)
And honestly laughed (Are absolutely all we have)
And honestly worried (~)
And honestly lived (And the great love that piled over itself)
And we're proud of where we are now.

If these voices we've shared don't disappear
Then we swear this love forever onwards
And we hope that it makes smiles blossom
It's always always in our hearts
And that's why we want to try to tell you
Thank you
And from now on, thank you

The reason we stand here now shining
Is because you're there
We'll be five, forever here

We'll turn everything up till now into our strength
And if it's wrapped in our unchanging love
Eternity, you see, eternity
Was born just for you and I

La La La La
La La La La
La La La La
La La La La
Love
Love for you

~Thanks for everything. Thanks for being with me~

Interesting sentence

2009-08-13T19:25:00.002+08:00

I was watching an anime Minami Ke (南家) when i come across some sentences which i think i should put it down here for fun joy and laughteR..

Today's stupid sentence:
"Minami Haruka chan's words are always correct. If she says that the crows are white, then i shall paint the whole world's crows whitE!!!!!!!!!" ( from an idiot who kept having images of his and haruka's romance when haruka dont even know him!)

~I see white crows flying over my heaD!!~

Time flies

2009-06-12T13:23:00.002+08:00

Come to think of it, time really is the number 1 thing that money cant buy. Time flies faster than anyone can expect.

I was talking to Jolleen about Mayday's song when she told me that Mayday has debuted for the 10th year. So which mean this year is their 10th anniversary.

It happens that this year is also Arashi's 10th anniversary too.

How times flies. They have debuted for 10 years although we did not know them for 10years. I knew about Arashi through Kaiyu when we were in Seconday school. Those were the days when we gathered around and talked about idols.. JJ, Vic Zhou, Energy, WeWe.. And out of the blue, Kaiyu and her Arashi (MatsuJun to be exact). We were still laughing at her Matsu Sausage lips and now, I like Arashi.

I heard all Mayday's song through Jolleen after we graduated from secondary school. Those were the days when i got to know Jolleen better and now, we are such good friends ( self-claimed). She sang Mayday's songs in Kbox, and told me all about Mayday's news. Till now, I know about them more than i know myself.

10years. Both Arashi and Mayday has done so much. What have i done? 1999, i was preparing for PSLE, not knowing its importance. 1999- Arashi debut at the average age of 16 (Aiba at 17). 2009, I'm studying in Uni not knowing if this is the right choice for me. 2009- Arashi is already so popular and had 2 Asia tour concerts and is going to start their Japan tour concert till 2nd jan 2010, Pokya has already graduated from his Keio University. They are so much independent than i am.

~Listening to Gleaming Star~

End of exam!!

2009-05-21T21:54:00.002+08:00

終わった！試験もう終わった！超楽しい！　
この二ヶ月はほんとに地獄の苦しみだった！

今日はKATTUN東京コンもう第7日、時間は非常に速く渡るな～
残念さ、今年KATTUNコンを行かない。
きれいな亀、その着物、セックシな！　

KazuJin Comics

2009-04-17T22:49:00.007+08:00

Ok, my exams are coming, and it's time that i throw everything aside and disappear for weeks.

I've just entrusted Kame to Jolleen as her Bakanishi will accompany my Kame for these few weeks. And i've entrusted Aiba to Ming as her MatsuJun will accompany my Aiba. (Ming, i need to tell you something.. Aiba will fight with you for fried chicken as it's his fav food.. Pls tolerate with him till i pick him up from your place after my papers)

So, before i disappear from here, i shall post something which i have done through inspiration early this morning. Haha.. Enjoy~~ (note: read from right to left, top to bottom)

I've done my best, it's for fun~ haha!!

I found out that it appeared too light on my blog, so i inverted the colour as i am a computer idiot and so, do not know how to darken the image. Haha..

~Mr J and Mr K~

Things that i did for yijun

2009-03-30T15:27:00.012+08:00

Yijun gave me a A3 size laminated kame poster yesterday!!I'm so touched by it!!! look at how kamE tries to dian dian dian dian diannnnnnn mE~~~
Luckily Yijun shifted her love to other idols and thus, lose interest in Kame and decided to give me this! Oh~~ My lovE~~~ my darlinG~~~

And due to Yijun's love for nino now.. she starts to watch arashi's clips and just asked me for their latest concert dvd clip that i dl-ed online!! oh mine~ Yijun.. The moment i got your thumbdrive, i got a shock. What's with tht brown rope beside ur cat?!
So, as a return, i've decided to make something for her. I am not a person good in art and craft, so, this is the best that i can do for her.
I'm going to hook this onto her thumbdrive and return it to her. If she notices her stuff well enough, she will notice this immediately. It's supposed to let her hold the thumbdrive on one end. And i'm sure that it matches the cat more than that brown rope.

Since this is a surprise for her, i shall not tell her about it. (Dont think that she will visit my blog often too unless Mrs Bakanishi promotes my blog to her like what she did for my last post). Minna san( Everyone!! you, yes you!)~~ Dont let Yijun knows about this blog post too!! \(^0^)/

~Off to do my proper work~

KATTUN Calendar 2009

2009-03-12T13:04:00.005+08:00

KATTUN Calendar 2009 is out!! YATTA!!!

To tell you something secretive.. it's a secret ok! Please keep it to yourself!!
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I TOOK PART IN KAME'S PHOTO SHOOTING FOR THE CALENDAR!!!

It's true!! Really~!!
...What?? ...Proof?!
Of Course i have it!! There you go!! Open your eyes big!!

In the evening, i accompanied kame for photo shootings, i was standing by the side of photographer. Then kame saw that i was bored, so he called for me to join him in the photo shooting.

There!! I did took the shoots with kame!! Look at where the pink arrow is pointing to!! It's my hand!! Kame held my hand and took photo shoots together!!

During break, Kame was tired so he lean on my shoulder(see the pink arrow)! I didnt know that the photographer was so naughty!! 'Cos he took this photo secretly and used it as one of the calendar photos!!

After the shoots, Kame was in the car with me. Before he drove both of us back home, he was caught off-handed by my handphone camera while taking off his thick jacket. Haha!!

~Looking forward to collect my KATTUN calendar from jieying!~

Kame 23rd bday!

2009-02-23T17:00:00.011+08:00

Happy 23rd birthday darling!! You're now 23!! One year older than me now! ^^
I feel more happy on your birthday than on mine!!
Since this morning when i woke up, i started smiling and laughing to myself while doing all my work with the thought that it is ur birthday!!
Can you feel it? Kame chan~ can u feel my love for u?~
Ah~ i know you want to celebrate your birthday with me! Stop sitting on the kitchen's tabletop with that red wine of yours!! you are seducing me!! Go and change first before we open that red wine of yours.. and we shall have it with your birthday cake.. Go on~~

ARHHHHHHHHHHhhh!!!!!!!!! how can u come out from bathroom just like thaT!! go and wear your clothes!! i still need to celebrate your birthday with u, remembER!!

Good boy!! Now you are ready to celebrate your birthday!! ^^ arH! stop giving me this sexy pose in that cute outfit of yourS!!

Ok.. i know.. i shouldnt command you on what you should do.. especially on your birthday.. dont pout, darling..
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.. ok.. you win.. you can do what u like! i dont command you anymore.. just dont look at me like that..

aRH!! Darling!! everyone's looking at you and your kimono dancE!! Dont strip in front of my friends!! Save that for me alone!! Oh my god!! Everyone!! stop looking at my husband's kimono strip!!
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..... I think i better knock you out before you go on..

This is better! Ok, everyone!! stop looking at my Kame!! He's tired after his kimono dance! Let's just leave the 2 of us alone now to spend his birthday quietly.
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Look at this!!! he used to be so innocent, cute and sweet when young.. what happened to my husband during these yeaRS!!
..Oh well.. Maybe i should thank Akanishi for teaching my Kame all the fun crazy mad things.. If not i wont get to see sexy kamE too.. RIGHT..? MRS AKANISHI..

亀ちゃん！２３歳お誕生日おめでっと！あなたが好きも４年、一緒で誕生日を祝たも３年。一年前に相葉ちゃんが好きだけれども、いつもあなたを見て、愛してよ！私は忘れなかった! でもね、亀ちゃん、あなたの髪によって遊ばないで下さい！それは恐ろしいでしょ！心配したの毎日！ビックリの3が月！もういいよ！分かった！ほんとに分かった！あなたわいつも私の一番名！相葉ちゃんこれバカは私の二番名！そして、あなたのヘアスタイルと遊ぶことによって私の関心を引くことを試まないで下さい！

愛満々の恵ちゃんより。
\(＾o＾)/

～Oh kame~ you are my life, my love, my organs～

Accting madness

2008-12-04T18:35:00.002+08:00

I think i hate accounting. Everytime when i start doing, i will be in super bad temper and whoever comes and talks to me will get harsh replies from me. I realised this when i was doing accounting last week and this afternoon.

My friend and i were having accounting discussion this afternoon when we come to disagreement. Then i started to talk to her harshly and questioned her things which i assumed that i am right. It happened that Jolleen called me to tell me a super good news ( kame's new photos are out for order and he's very kakoii in it). Yet i am in no mood to listen to her, all i could tell her was to paste the link in my msn and i would look at it tonight. And when she tried to tell me that he's very handsome, i told her harshly that i was doing accounting and i had no time to see how handsome he is!! After i finished saying it, i was shocked. 'Cause i hardly talk to people so harshly before and i will never put kame aside no matter how busy i am. But now, i did. 'Cause of accounting.

~THANKS to accounting~

Menses

2008-12-03T15:12:00.002+08:00

I dont understand why must woman be the one to have menses in order to give birth. This is killing me.. 'Cause whenever i have menses, i will have cramps. This is bad this is bad this is BADDDDDDDDdddddddd and is killinG mE!!!!!!!!!

~I want to be a man~

JJ's Sixology

2008-11-06T13:51:00.006+08:00

JJ's Sixth Album is out!! SIXOLOGY!! Oh minE~~~

Ok, i've listened to his album and these are the songs which i like! ^^

不潮不用花钱--> nice rap!

小酒窝 (featuring Twin's Charlene)--> sooooooo sweET!! you should watch the mv!

黑武士--> about fact, self and fate..

醉赤壁--> no special reason.. just like it the moment i listened to it.

街道--> 'cause he was woakao and woalao-ing inside.. Haha..

There are quite a few songs which i dont really like. I shall not mention it though.. who knows one day i might grow to like them. Haha.. But to say the truth, i still prefer Killer album over this album. Maybe 'cause the previous album reflects the dark side of him ( which i like! 'cause he has been giving this super good image to everyone which is quite boring), and 'cause of his Killer album that i realised the super dark side of myself too. And now, i have this 你不下地狱，谁下！attitude to those whom i dont like. Killer is a very good song for me. I think 黑武士 (if you insist on me translating it into english, i think it's black warrior? haha..) is a very nice song next to Killer.

~Listening to JJ's 黑武士 now~

2008-11-06T13:17:00.003+08:00

Went with Azhar to fetch our beloved Jolleen from airport on her returns to Singapore. Guess what i did while waiting for her? haha!!

I asked Azhar to request a A4 size paper from the Information counter and thus, took out my pencil and started writing on the paper. Whahaha.. and i wrote.. 美芝，奕君，欢迎来到新加坡！(Jolleen, Yijun, welcome to sg!) Wanted to write welcome back to sg, but Azhar told me to write welcome to sg, make them look like some China people taking some budget line.. haha~ When i was holding it, Yijun's twin sisters spotted me and came over, asking me not to throw face. Afterwhich, Azhar took the paper and held it in front of him and get laughed by twins 'cause he held it upside down! (pardon him, he dont understand chinese!!)

Soon, when other passenger started strolling to the belt for their luggage, twins started laughing out loud at the paper 'cause they realised that i wrote a chinese word wrongly!! oh minE! 亲(斤) i wrote as 亲(反) so embarrassing, but i managed to correct it back before Jolleen and Yijun went to belt for their luggages.

The moment Jolleen and Yijun walked to us laughing at the welcome paper, Jolleen gave me my Aiba Uchiwa (fan with aiba's face on it) and a mickey's hand which she said that it went to watch Arashi concert with her. Oh mine! so touchED!! haha!! Anyway, i gave her the welcome paper in return for 1 aiba's uchiwa, poster, photos and file!!! haha!! Aiba 愛してる！

~kissing aiba's photo which has been in my organiser since i got it~

New Skin!

2008-10-16T02:58:00.002+08:00

Arashi! Arashi! For dream~~ 11th and 12th Oct was Arashi's live concert in Taiwan. Jolleen happened to be in Taiwan for holiday during that time so she watched that concert alr. In order to follow the craze, I changed my blogskin with Aiba as the topic (he's from Arashi)!!

The wordings on the wallpaper are the lyrics to his song いつかのSummer, a song which i love. It's very lively and whenever i am moody, i will listen to it. This song is my hp ringtone too. Although Aiba didnt sing so well, as long as it cheers me up all the time, who cares~. ^^

Recently, i've found someone who can cheer me up without having to listen to Aiba's song. And he is Sakurai Sho from Arashi! Haha.. Not that i want to laugh at him, but he really can make people laugh. Thanks to his teeth. I didnt notice him till i saw a drama, Yamada Taro Monogatari. He acted with his Arashi mate Ninomiya (main actor of movie Letters from Iwo Jima), where Sho acted as a very rich student while Ninomiya is a binbo (poor and broke person). The main purpose of that show is how the Binbo works so hard for his family. But whenever i saw Sho talk, smile or laugh, I will laugh my heart out. And eversince 1st episode, i gave him a nickname of POK YA.

Anyway, due to disappointment from Kame recently, i shall not talk about him and his maggi mee head. Haha..

And also, JJ's album is coming out on 18 Oct, I cant wait for it to be released!! I've been checking out Cd shops recently but his album is nowhere to be found! Although the release date is 18th Oct, i still hope that there is possibility of early release of his Sixth album, SIXOLOGY. JJ, stop keeping me in suspensE!!

~resting now, from a tiring day from changing blogskin due to the fact that i'm a comp idiot~

friendship

2008-08-06T10:39:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i dont know whether friendship or relationship is more important to a person.

I see friends who has bf or gf, and they suddenly give me this feeling that they forgot about me. This let me feel that friendship is a very 渺小的东西 (very small till it's almost an invisible thing).

Is relationship really so important that you can forget about friends? cant you even call a few friends like once or twice a week? a talk for 15mins, or sms will warm friends' heart, isn't it?

Well, i feel that friendship will last till you die if u really maintain it well but relationship will end, once feelings are gone between the two, no matter how hard you try to maintain it.

I got to know a friend, who was in a 2 to 3 yrs relationship with his gf. When his gf broke up with him, he suddenly realised that he doesn't has much friends. When i asked him about it, he told me that it's because he was with his gf for quite a long time so he didnt thought of friendship that much. And i remembered telling him that, you see, you end up having no friends and you realised it only after your gf broke up with you. So next time, you know that you must maintain your friendship well even when you have gf.. 'cause friendship last.. relationship may not..

So when some of my friends didnt contact me for some times, i know that they have bf or gf, and when they suddenly contact me again, i know that they are back to single status again. And my interpretation works for a lot of the time.. Maybe my point of view is bias as i am not involved in any relationship before, so i can talk about maintaining friendship easily. But trust me, i wont want to be like them. And i hope that i wont be like them.

~friendship? relationship?~

I found him!! NLB

2008-07-18T14:25:00.009+08:00

I found him!! Ladies and Gentlemen!! I found him!!

He is a staff in my workplace. Today, i was an usher for the "The Legacy of Tan Kah Kee and Lee Kong Chian" exhibition opening ceremony. As i was new to this type of event, i didnt know what to do. I just stood there while watching the crowd. Then, this guy (he's in charge of all ushers), the usher of the ushers, came up to me and said, "you find out from the registration counters on those guests and let me know whether they are important or normal guests so that i can let the ushers know where to lead them to."

And so, i stood in the small gap between him and the registration counters and started doing what he told me to. Oh mine~~ At the time when i was lost, he came to my rescue. And i was nervous everything i talk to him about the guests. It's 心动's nervous, not 紧张's nervous ok! He's soft-spoken yet can assign the task to the ushers one by one and he sure has good memory. He could remember all the guests that i told him when i forgot about them the moment the next guests came. But he's a bit gentle as a guy. I mean.. erm.. a bit gay? But it's only a bit. ^^

After the event was almost over, everyone went up to the 10th floor. And i thought i wont see him much again. But when i was in the lift going to level 10, the door opened at level 2 and he walked in!! Arh~~~ but he stopped at level 7 i think.. haha.. Anyway, I met him again at level 10 exhibition hall after standing in the crowds, not knowing what to do. So i tried to follow him around without him knowing it (i mean, i tried to). After some times, i stood by the door of level 10 which lead to reception counters. I saw him walking to all ushers and asking them to go for reception lunch, and praying hard in mind that he will come to me too. HAHA.. AND HE DID~~~ So i looked at him while he walked towards me and smiled at me and asked me to go for reception lunch. WOAAAaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~

And so, i stood at reception area, looking out for him as i cant eat anything (as i am still very sick now and can only survive through porridge). But as i was the youngest there, everyone took good care of me, asking me to go for dry mee siam as it is not as harmful to my stomach at other food does. And when he walked near me to get some food, my eyeballs followed him, trying to see which food he took. After which, i went to take one myself. Haha.. Luckily he didnt eat oily stuffs, so whatever he ate, i tried to follow( but didnt succeed much because i really cannot eat). ^^Oh mine~~ minE~~ mIne~~

~doki doki na~

New photo on main pg

2008-04-27T17:38:00.002+08:00

Ok.. I've decided to stop kame from kissing and winking at my friends who view my blog on the main page. Haha..

What's with that panda photo? Well.. it's my most favourite photo which i took in Japan. It was taken in Japan Ueno Zoo. Had a hard time reducing the size of that photo to fit into the box. Finally realised that i am a computer programmes idiot 'cause i took almost 4hrs just to reduce the size of that photo.. Haha.. But be sure, i did not slim myself down through the computer effects ok! it's the original size, just that i made the whole thing smaller. Haha..

The more i see that photo, the more i love Japan and myself. Cute, aren't I? Haha~~ Drinking ice melon soda in 2 to 5 degree C weather. Mad.

Ok, shall go back to my revision. I shall upload more photos on the Japan trip the moment i finish my exams. I know it has been some times since i came back from Japan, but just feel like sharing the photos with everyone here~ ^_^

~Panda panda aishiteru~

kame bday

2008-02-23T20:55:00.003+08:00

亀ちゃん！！　お誕生日おめでとう！　今年もう２２歳ね！速いね！でも　おじさんないよ、　あのおばさんと速くブエクアップ！　^_^

プレゼントは何がほしいですか？
ええ？
わたし？
ああ！～　いいよ！

~Happy birthday to kame.. happy birthday to you~

feel like cutting my hair short

2008-02-19T15:30:00.002+08:00

Minna san (everyone)!! I have a news to announcE!! I feel like cutting my hair SHORT.. Real ShorT. But if i cut.. i cant wear dress, skirt, can i.. look so weirD.. haha.. What should i do..

~to cut.. not to cut.. to cut.. not to cut... to cut..~

Japan trip Brief

2008-01-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

Haha.. finally i'm back in my blog. I'M BACK!!

Actually.. I went Japan.. Yokoso Japan!! Nippon!!

Shocked? I was shocked too.. Haha.. That i went and came back already.. Ok.. enough.. Let's look at some photos of the 7 days of my trip there.. Shall talk more about it in next few blogs.

My first dinner in Nippon. Haha.. it's Ebi-Filet O (prawn burger) from McDonald. It's NICE!!

2nd day-My breakfast. McDonald again.. haha.. But this Ham and Cheese bagel is nicE!! It is not as hard as Sg's Mac's bagel and it has wasabi in it.. Haha.. I love it..

It's the Tokyo Sealife Park. From there, you can see the DisneyLand's castle!! My Mickey's castle!!

Went to NTV ( like our mediacorp) just to get "zoom in" the blue bird and his sister "charming". They are their mascots.

This is said to be the biggest ferris wheel in Jpn!! 2nd biggest in the world. Not sure if it's true.. but i went for it. ^_^

Picture of Odaiba ( the place that the ferris wheel is) taken from the top when i was in the wheel. As bright as Sg. ^_^

3rd day- Asakusa, One of Tokyo's famous temple. I cant remember the temple's name but this is the famous lantern in front of the temple.

In the afternoon, we went Shinjuku, where there are 13 malls. This is Takashimaya Tokyo. 14 storey high and kinokuniya is another building branched out from it.

Itadakimasu!! This is our dinner for the day!! Their tempura is very much different from ours in Sg. They dont fry it till crispy like ours and yet.. taste nicer than ourS!!

4th day- Shibuya. The place where the loyal dog status stands. The place where shopping of clothes began for me. The place where i realised that i was really in Japan at that time... due to.. haha.. see below..

Tada!! Due to Kame!! This is the big advertisement posters that they hang on shopping mall to advertise for Kame's new drama call 1 pound fukuin where he acts as a boxer!! You cant see Kame's poster hanging on Sg's shopping mall.. so it must be Japan!

The Shinkansen Hikaru. (Bullet train name is call light). Took it to Kyoto. It takes 3hrs to travel from Tokyo to Kyoto and it only stops at a few stops. It wasnt a nice ride to me 'cause i was Shinkansen sick. Haha.. felt like vomiting while travelling on it.. It's toooooooooooo fast for me!!

Happy Birthday to me!! I'm 21!! I spent my bday in Kyoto. Thanks Miyuki and Jolleen!! For arranging this special bday for me!! ^_^ well.. Are you asking me how it tasted like? it's the same taste as the cake that we eat in Sg. Jolleen said so too.. Haha..

5th day- Kyoto. Made my wish in their temple. I wrote in chinese though.. haha.. But i finally get to write my wish on the wooden block and hang it up!! Just like what i see from japanese tv dramas and comics!!

This is an important thing which i MUST share with everyone. The love stone!! There are 2 love stones placed at a distance from each other. You are supposed to close your eyes and walk from one stone to another. If you manage to walk safely to the other stone without knocking into people or opening your eyes, your relationship with your loved one is thus blessed and he or she is your right one. I always wanted to see this stone! And i did!!

6th day- Tokyo Tower. Stands 333m tall. I went up to 250m!! Haha.. I still remember what Jolleen and i always say when we were in Japan. No tokyo tower = No Japan!! Haha.. But we always change the saying on each days. Like No sushi= No Japan. No Johnny shop = No Japan ( Johnny shop sells all our idols' stuff). No Shinkansen = No Japan. No kinokuniya = No Japan.. So on.. Haha.. And for me.. No Kame = No Japan! However, i got to see his BIG poster on mall, so i've really been to Japan. Haha..

Last day- Ueno Zoo. Why zoo? 'cause they have the real panda which i always wanted to see!! And this zoo is very near to our hotel. Haha.. Not this panda you see above of course. Haha..

It's this panda!! haha.. Her name is LingLing. And she shits right in front of me. She's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Japan currency

2007-12-26T11:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i think parents are funny.. They thought that since one country's currency is smaller than Sg, that means that the living expenses should be lower than Sg.

My ma asked me some days ago, about the exchange rate for Japanese Yen against S$. I told her about S$1 to 80Yen. At that time, i was sure that she was comparing it with China RMB against S$. S$1 to 5RMB. S$1 to 20taiwan dollar. So isn't S$1 to 80Yen much smaller?

I was too lazy to break her thoughts at that time. But to be honest, i think kids nowadays are indeed much more smarter than parents. Thanks to the compulsory education that we have, and the advance of technology which allows us to surf online to find out about the living expenses of other countries. Especially countries like Nippon.. 高いね！

~お金がありません！誰にお金おあげてください！~　
(~i dont have $$! Can someone please give me some $$!)

hurts

2007-12-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

it hurts.. my eyes hurt.. my heart hurts.. every cells in my body hurt...

Dreams.. make people feel happy for a moment.. but facts.. can kill one's dream...

Something that you have planned for almost 2 yrs, is rejected within 1 min.. and you are forced to cancel your plan within 1 second. Who can accept it... facts...

When i complaint, adults will say that i'm selfish as i didnt think for them.. But.. who's going to think for me..

I feel so sorry, to the one who makes plan with me, because of my "special" identity, that the whole plan is still not settled...

~hate it 'cause it hurts~

Guy and girl

2007-11-21T17:33:00.000+08:00

My mother was looking through my photos when she asked me about one of my friends who took a photo with a guy.

Ma: "Are both of them a couple?"

Me: "No"

Ma: "But they are so close together.."

Me: "Not every guy and girl who take photo together has to be couple"

Ma: "But as time goes by, chemistry will occur"

Me: "It wont. I have a lot of friends and all of us are only friends regardless of gender. Take for eg, Kenn and I have known each other for the 4th year and we are just friends. No chemistry means no chemistry"

Ma: "Aiya, Kenn only likes pretty girls mah, so of course no chemistry" --> telling me that i'm not pretty.

Me: "Ya, and i only like handsome guys (best if pretty...*thinking of kame*). So of course wont like kenn" --> telling her that kenn is not handsome.

~End of conversation~

JB

2007-11-21T17:08:00.000+08:00

Ever since yesterday, I've concluded that i have a illness call cheez-k-ki-can-no-ea-tegy ( pronounce as cheesecakecannoteategy). And the food that i am allegic to, is cheesecake.

I was having stats lecture yesterday when i ate a slice of cheesecake. Then, a few mins later, i started to feel giddy. The giddiness was sooooooooooo bad that it was the same as car sickness. First i felt that my spines were getting heavier, afterwhich, my thinking started to slow down, then i felt so giddy till i cannot lift my head. The moment i lift my head, i felt giddy. I thought of vomiting, but at times no urge of vomiting.

The moment lecture ended, i rushed out for fresh air and after 30mins of resting, i'm as fit as those buffaloes in my school.. and i could still drive Zoe, WenHui and Huishi home.

At night, i went out with Jolleen and Azhar to JB for our supper. Why there? No idea. Ask Azhar and Jolleen. ^_^ Last night was so fake that the moment the clock struck 12, i was driven home by Mr Azhar using his navigator phone ( 'cause i dont recognise the road home from causeway). And i cant believe that i've been to malaysia and back in sg again within a few hours.

~i realised that i need a navigator phone 'cause i always get lost in expressway~

wrong date for socio test

2007-11-21T16:42:00.000+08:00

OK.. I think i'm the most stupid person in the whole universe!! It's UNIVERSE!!

And i'm sure that when i dont like socio.. socio doesnt like me too!!

I was trying my very best to study for socio, all the weber, durkheim, carl marx, parson and mead on last tues and wed night for my thurs socio test. And the moment i stepped into my socio class, the lecturer started his lecture as per normal. I looked at him with a curious look and finally, he mentioned about test.

BUT.. THE NEXT SENTENCE THAT HE MENTIONED IS NOT WHAT I EXPECTED.

Expected: "Ok class, let's start our test"
Real Life: "Ok, your test will be 2 weeks after you finish your chapter 4, which will end today"

So why do i thought that it was last thurs? Let's look back to 2 weeks before last thurs.

He Said: "Ok class, your test will be 2 weeks after your finish your chapter 4"
Heard: "Ok class, your test will be 2 weeks after today's lesson"

~Ya.. I'm dumb~

funny post on 100th

2007-11-02T15:14:00.000+08:00

I cant help it. I know it's my 100th post and should be a happy post but.. this is.. funny?.. weirD?.. i cant describe it.

I think the media has influence my aunt a lot. Epecially the recent sg's dramas.

I was talking to my ma on one fine night (it's only yesterday) about my new school life. Afterwhich, my ma seemed to realised that i only hang around with girls in my school. So she asked me if i have any guy friends among my group. I said no and answered that there's no need to know any too.

And before i can even finish my sentence, my aunt stared at me with serious look and asked me if i'm a 同性恋 ( lesbian ). Upon hearing this, my ma stared hard at me with a shocking look.

Haha.. What do you think is my answer? With so many guy idols photo in my computer, hp and room. Their posters are all over the wall ( although one of them looks girly enough to be mistaken as a girl, and my ma did thought that he is a girl when she saw his poster---> not going to tell you who.. guess it yourself! )

Just because of this, my ma is now persuading me to attend her friend's daughter's wedding ceremony so that she can introduce her friends' sons, her friend's friends' son, her friend's in-law's sons.. blah blah blah to me. ( How do i know? She tried to persuade me to attend my pa's friend's daughter's wedding dinner so that i can know more guys. )

So, aunt, please stop watching those drama series. Now i can understand why adults dont like their kids to watch too much tv programmes. It's unhealthy.

~old maid logging off her 100th post~

end of my maths lecture

2007-10-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

It's the last day of maths lecture for my yr1. Time passes by without me realising it. Soon, i will have to go for stats lecture instead of maths. I will be listening to a male lecturer instead of a female. And most importantly, i dont have to wake up early in the morning at 6 to rush to school for maths!!! However, i will be separated from my maths lecture friends as they continue with their maths lectures.. I will still be separated from Huishi, as she will be under another lecturer for stats at the same time.

Come to think of it.. last year this time, i was revising my work in preparation for the final exam on 2nd nov. Yet, i am now blogging, playing with facebook and listening to songs with my IBM assignment waiting for me to be done. My maths tutorials are stacking high up into the sky. My room is in a mess. My life? Nothing interesting.

Tomorrow? Econs and Socio. See, i told you it's nothing interesting and you dont believe.. haha..

oh ya.. ^_^next blog post entry will be the 100th post.. Hope nothing bad happen in the next post~

~私わ今たすけのない。~

Nite safari, i made her angry, sun class

2007-10-29T18:49:00.000+08:00

Sat
Went to halloween night safari, saw my favourite anata.. TigeR!! and he was so close to me on that night.. Just a pity that the tiger was locked up in his own specially-for-me space.. if not i would have gone up to him and tickle him.. whahaha...

As i said, it was halloween special in night safari, of course there would be something SPECIAL. A tram ride with around dark pet cemetry with the Ring, zombie, mummies and many more you-know-what accompanying us throughout the ride.. I could not tell you exactly how many scary characters there was.. ( as i was busy hiding, covering my ears, closing my eyes and screaming my lungs out hoping that they wont see me when i saw them from a far.. haha.. but they did.)

Took some pictures with a cute scarecrow, a girl in red under umbrella, a cute little girl in red who was poking her voodoo doll with a fork.. that was all i remember after that scary scream i did.. oH! I remembered the scarecrow "invited" me (was actually dragged) to have a dance with him for the halloween party.. But with the sight of all SPECIAL characters dancing in front of me in the party.. i could only smile stupidly at him and watch him dance. Anyway, this party is not my type too..
Anyway, throughout the whole journey, something bad happened. 'cause i made someone angry. But i feel that by returning a sms to account for my absence while screaming at the scary you-know-what is better than not returning any news of myself and letting another person wait for nothing. Moreover, i totally forgot about the trip to night safari in the daytime and after the shock i'd got, i totally forgot about my hp and the call that i promised. I didnt do things on purpose. Although it was a sms, but i contacted with my apologies. That's how i feel, 'cause my mama didnt even get any news from me till 2am when i reach home. Ok.. i sounded like i quarrelled with my bf.. haha.. but i'm serious. Someone whom i share my dreams and goals with.. Someone who feels angry for me when i was "ill-treated".

Sun

Reach Kovan at 12.. Was actually late so i drove to kovan for the first time in my life. And i took about 20mins to reach and park by speeding my way through.. Luckily there was no traffic police at that time. However, getting no response after waiting outside the class for half an hour, i stayed in the car till 1pm for my class. Reach home at 3.45pm.. Now that i know it takes 40mins to travel between my house and kovan.

Mon

Nageb's lesson is interesting, i must say. He is the 1st lecturer in my life that i wont fall asleep during his lectures. How interesting? He will ask questions and look deep into your eyes till you answer his questions. If you get the wrong answer? He will many more questions to lead you to the answer. Of course, the whole lecture will be waiting for you..

~off to watch cartoon kattun~

Wrong timetable

2007-09-19T09:46:00.000+08:00

Ok.. I'm stupid.. SO SO stupid!!!

Today is 19 sept 2007.. The most stupid day of my lifE!!!

6.50am: Woke up with a shock as i was supposed to wake up at 6am to prepare for school.

7.10am: Rushed down to have my breakfast, Fried rice and hot soup, Tried my best not to get my tongue burnt while eating them fast. ( i think this is the first time where i finished my breakfast so fast).

7.27am: Ran out of my house to catch the bus 167 or 980 to go to thomson area to change for another bus.

7.29am: Sitting at the bus stop while waiting for bus.

7.35am: Hoping that i didnt miss my bus as the 2nd 169 went past.

7.36am: Still at the bus stop. Took out my timetable to confirm my class so that i can run straight to class when i reach school.

7.36am: ..................... Stared at my timetable

7.37am: ..................... Still staring at my timetable

7.38am: Woke up from the fact that i dont have any maths lesson on 19 sept 2007 at 8.30am.

7.39am: 167 came. Didnt board. As there is no need for me to go to school today. No point taking it.

7.40am: 980 came. Boarded.

7.45am: On my way to work at NLB as there is no point of me going back home to sleep as i still need to work at 1pm after my lesson ends usually (supposedly to be 8.30- 11.30am maths, 1-6.30pm work when i have lesson on wed)

8.30am: WORK............

Jolleen is going to laugh so hard that i can even imagine her rolling on the floor laughing and telling joey how stupid i am today.

~Stupid me work stupidly in library, on a stupid wednesday, when i thought i have stupid maths lecture today, blog off with a stupid line~

Songs that i like first

2007-06-29T02:01:00.000+08:00

Ok.. i've listened to the new songS.. SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO TOUCHED!!!!!!!!!

Here's the song which i like when i FIRST hear it without lyricS.. ^_^

杀手 The Killa ( LOVE!! )

无聊 J-Fusion ( LOVE BEST!! )

K-O

L-O-V-E (JJ's version)

BABY BABY ( LOVE!! )

Ok.. these are the songs which i like at first go.. ^_^ Normally, i'll need to listen a lot of times, and also to look at the lyrics while listening to the songs, before the songs which i really like will come out.. but normally in the end.. the songs which i will really like will not differ much from the ones which i first like.. haha..

Oh.. and i realised that the song 忘记 (forgotten? or forget.. something like that if you insist me on translating it.. ^_^) which he wrote specially for his taiwan concert last year, is not in this album.. look like it's going to be a "missing" song in my collection of JJ's songs.. Which reminds me out of nowhere that JJ lost his 300++ songs collection, which he wrote since JC, when his computer crashed..

~JJ!! 大好き!!~

JJ's album is out!!!!!!!!!! West SidE!!

2007-06-29T00:40:00.000+08:00

Horray!!!!!!! JJ'S LASTEST ALBUM IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 28JUNE2007!! WEST SIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK.. this album shows the dark side of JJ.. How dark? No idea.. 'cause i havent listen to it!! haha!! ok!! off i go to enjoy his songS!!! Let you guys know it lateR.. ^_^

Anyway.. his MV for the song The Killa ( supposed to mean the killer) is about killing and dissecting a girl.. He looked sick (mentally) in the MV.. You can see him kidnapping the girl, injecting her, and dragging her across a room.. He even carrys her on his laps to play piano with him ( of course, the girl is in coma).. And he went playing with her hair, sniffing it and touching her face sickly.. He also holds her, with her standing half-straight, and dance with her.. And you can see that the girl is not even moving 'cause she is still in coma with her eyes close..

And the last scene?? YOU WILL SEE HIM CARRYING HER HEAD AND PLACING IT ON AN ART PIECE TO MAKE IT A FINAL PIECE... AND THE LAST LAST SCENE?? YOU WILL SEE DIFFERENT PARTS OF THE GIRL'S DISSECTED BODY IN THE ART PIECE WHEN THE SCREEN ZOOM OUT.. ya.. that's about it.. ^_^ and it's still the edited mv i supposed.. Taiwan and Malaysia ban the boardcast of the MV as they find it too saddistic and so the company has to edit the mv to look less saddistic and viewable by everyone.. haha..

~off i go to listen to.. JJ!!!~

My wisdom tooth

2007-06-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

TadA!! i've plucked my wisdom teeth!! both from my left side of teeth.. One upper one lower.. Actually, the wisdom tooth from my lower gum grew horizontally.. and so, the dentist drilled my tooth into 4 pieces.. leaving only 1/2 of the tooth with the roots before he pulled it out.. He gave me 14 small injections to numb my gum and 4 stitches to stitch my gum back.. When i asked him if i can see my teeth for last time.. he told me that he can give me if i want.. and so.. i took it home!!!

The moment the 2 babies reached home, i washed my blood of them. After which i brush them with toothpaste and brush twice 1 day.. so cutE of them.. they must have enjoyed the bath..

Want to see them? here u go!! ^_^ although it's blur.. Dont look down on this 2 teeth ok!! they are my lucky teeth!! ever since i plucked them out, they have been giving me luck!! ^_^ someone even told me tht teeth can bi xie ( eh.. protects u frm evils and spirits).. So hope that my teeth really give me luck and protection!! I love u teethY~~ lol..

The one on your left is the one that was drilled!! can you see the calcium in the tooth? ^_^

Anyway.. after i've plucked my teeth.. i have cravings for a lot of food as i can only survive on porridge and soup until the pain and stitches gone..so friendS!! book me now to have those food with me(after i removed those stitches).. at the same time, a small meet up before school startS.. ^_^

FOODS:

Sushi

Ice cream

Tang Yuan ( eh.. glutinous rice ball?? )

Nasi Briyani ( of course, it goes with pratA)

Cakes ( especially Awfully Chocolate's cake)

Spaghetti

Udon ( especially Yaki Udon)

Ramen (spicy ramen!!)

(Come back for more in a few days time... sure to add on)

~food swimming in front of me~

selfish user in lib

2007-06-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just dont understand why people can be so SELFISH..

Books in the library are for users to borrow, read and enjoy.. it can be hobbies of others too.. and books in the library are mean to be SHARED with others.. So why are some users so selfish and so brainless?!

There's one day when huishi and i went to basement library to borrow books.. Huishi came across a few taiwan magazines which she wanted to read and so she borrowed it.. But those magazines are so disappointing.. The moment we opened the magazines, some pages are torn, while some pictures were cut off, and there were even missing pages!!! and it's NOT some missing pages but A LOT OF missing pages!!! You may be reading page 32 with the next page at 68...

Most missing pages in the magazines? idols idOLS IDOLS!!! Fahrenheit top the list of most pages stolen from readers and borrowers.. Please, go and buy one magazine yourself if you wants it so much.. if you cant afford it, just borrow it and read it.. What's the point of tearing it from magazines that dont belong to you?! It's stealing!! Did they ask you to steal? Did they say that you did the right thing? You are just ruining your idols' reputation with the most number of fans who are selfish and thieves!! Sometimes i feel that those people should be cursed.. SELFISH SHAMELESS CREATURE..

~roaR~

stupid me at work

2007-05-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

ok!! i'm back!! haha..

I've been feeling 'smart' for quite some days.. my supervisor told me that my target is to view 1 yr of old newspapers in 1 weeks time.. example, to finish 1956's newspaper by this week.. so i calculated that i have to view 2.25 months of newspaper a day. And immediately on the next day, i viewed 2 ROLLS OF MICROFILM, thinking that i'm in deep trouble 'cause i didnt reach my target of 2.25...

HOWEVER.. at the end of the day, the thought of THERE-ARE-2-MONTHS-OF-NEWS-ARTICLES-IN-1-MICROFILM-ROLL came across my mind.. So.. do you get the picture? that i finished 4 months of news articles within a day instead of 2.25 months.. and yet kept thinking that i didnt reach the target of the day.. Smart, aren't I? Making myself worry and rushing my work for nothing.. NOTHING!!

Ok, now to my idols.. KATTUN'S NEW PV IS OUT!!! HORRAY!! Their new song is yorokobi no uta (meaning 'happy song' in english.. don't laugh.. it's realy the title of their song..).. And i get to watch their PV!! KAME IS SO PRETTY IN THE PV!! MARU IS SO SHUAI IN THE PV!! UEDA IS SO CUTE IN THE PV!! (PV= MV.. it's not some physics equation.. no worries.. haha.. and my love for kame is bigger so his monkey pic is bigger.. haha!!) And.. Huishi likes MARU!! haha.. i showed her KATTUN's clips to let her notice kame and yet she fell in love with maru!!!

~ending my post abruptly 'cause my bed is seducing me~

pinku chan!! ピンクちゃん

2007-05-09T13:22:00.000+08:00

o dI'm not working in the library today.. haha.. guess where i am?? ^_^ tuas.. yes.. TUAS!! So huishi.. must MISS ME ok!!

Anyway.. Everyone!! I have a new family membeR!! ^_^ He's pinku chan!! ^_^ ピンクちゃん！可愛いね！！(cute) Huishi gave him to me.. Thanks soooooooo much!! So mrs BakaP.. where's my present from you?? (hinting very obviously) (anyway, mrs BakaP is jolleen.. She's no longer mrs bakanishi!! haha) ^_^ actually.. i think pinku chan is a she.. lol.. 'cause it's wearing a skirt.. but.. somehow i feel that it's a he.. tht's the first impression he gave me.. haha.. wanna see my pinku chan?? ^_^ TADAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaa!!

ok!! huishi has a tamagochi called sushi.. but he died on her due to low batt.. haha.. anyway.. HUISHI!! i've change the batt of the tamagochi!! sushi is alivE!! he's still alivE!! dont worry.. you'll see him tomorrow.. haha.. i hope so.. provided that he wont die under my hands.. haha!!!

~evil laugh... oopS.. cannot let kame see my true self~

ok.. i've changed my blogskin

2007-05-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

TADAAAAAAA!!! i've changed my blogskin!!!!!! ^_^ feeling happy for me?

ok.. anyway.. i've just realised how bias i am to kame.. haha.. 'cause jolleen and huishi were talking bad about me behind my back.. How do i know? Good question.. Jolleen and huishi chatted through emails.. with jolleen using her email add.. and huishi using mine.. haha.. so they left the emails in my inbox and jolleen still dare to deny when i have the evidencE!!!!

Proof of denial:

* : 6lｪｼｾﾈﾁﾄvﾁｽ * says: hilo
coldneSs - says: wei!!!!!!!
coldneSs - says: u and huishi tok bad behind me!!!!!!
* : 6lｪｼｾﾈﾁﾄvﾁｽ * says: hahaha where got
* : 6lｪｼｾﾈﾁﾄvﾁｽ * says: dont have lar
coldneSs - says: where dont have!!! it's in my inbox ok!!
coldneSs - says: i can see everything!!
coldneSs - says: lol
coldneSs - says: tok bad behind me leave evidence still dare say dont have..
* : 6lｪｼｾﾈﾁﾄvﾁｽ * says: ha
* : 6lｪｼｾﾈﾁﾄvﾁｽ * says: aiyo
* : 6lｪｼｾﾈﾁﾄvﾁｽ * says: ni fa xian le arz (u discovered it ar)
coldneSs - says: yes.. i fa xian le ( yes, i discovered it)
coldneSs - says: kame very proud of me now.. haha'
* : 6lｪｼｾﾈﾁﾄvﾁｽ * says: where got
* : 6lｪｼｾﾈﾁﾄvﾁｽ * says: kame chan very proud of u meh
coldneSs - says: yes.. coz i put his photo everywheRE

Evidence that they talked bad behind me!!

Jolleen: Yo ying hui can see?
Me: cannot.. cannot see leh!! how aR?? anyway.. isn't it better if u go my blog de chat box and tok.. faster leh.. have u seen the pics le?? ^_^
Jolleen: I don’t have internet
Only can send email
Btw the comp cant read chinese
Me: eh.. i need to go back to work le.. u and huishi can continue chatting here.. i will catch up later when i come in to check inbox.. eh.. microfilm room no internet so i cant msg u.. huishi ask u try sending to cecilia_ongyinghui@microfilm.com.. haha.. maybe can reach me ar.. *blaHHhhhhhhhhh* haha.. kame's staring at me now.. he very angry tht i still happily sit here chat with u... lol...
Jolleen: ongyinghui@microfilm.com I think cant work leh maybe kamenashiying@kame.com will work hahahaa….
Huishi: anyway yinghui not around le..she went back to her microfilm side le..dun want us le..lol! she very pian1 xin1(bias) i tell you..put so many kame de photos on her blog..den neglect her JJ..and WUZUN!! you can go see her blog..only 2 JJ's photos and ONE wuzun photo!!! HER KAME IS LIKE ALL OVER THE PLACE!! LOL! ^_^
Jolleen:Aiyo hui shi u now then know she like that mah? Very pian xin(bias), her kame taken up everything le. I think she almost want to put kame as num 1 liao. Btw hs next time send email to me must type normal size or small small coz hor I using co.’s email hahaa. Ehhh HS I thought u also like Kame? Yinghui told me leh…
Huishi: haha sorry sorry..haha! this size can? anyway ya im starting to like kame and the guy who knows beat box..cos yinghui she everytime bring her mp4 and show me her kame BEAUTIFUL AND PRETTY PICTURES and KATTUN's videos..lol! even her mp4 also almost all kame's stuffs..she dun mind become tortoise because of kame(evidence is on her blog, where she name herself as mrs kame with a tortoise pic..lol). ^_^
Jolleen: Hahaa it’s ok. Coz I scared people can see from behind. The beatbox guy is Maru, Nakamaru. Aiyo HS u are too influenced by yinghui. Maybe you should get away from her a bit. If not she influence u to go gag over kame how? Yar her everywhere also must put kame, scare people don’t know that she likes Kame lor. Zhen shi de(really)…
Huishi: haha oh ya..is nakamaru..cos yinghui got tell me but i sometimes will forget..got short term memory..lol! i tell you ar..even thou i got "short term" memory..but i will forever rmb kame's name..why? cos yinghui everyday keep kame-ing..how to forget his name..lol! but now i slowly learn to rmb their name le..your husband's name is akanishi jin right?? haha! i only by now manage to rmb 3 names..the bo ta, the pretty boy and the tallest guy i still dunno..oops! hehe!
Huishi: Jolleen..i going off in 15mins time..at 4.30pm..want go home 30mins earlier today cos im very tired and its very cold in here!! can stand it..brrrr. chat with you tmr during work thru email! ^_^ Byeeee~

sorry for the singlish that you've seen.. but that's the way we talk to each other.. dont wE? ^_^

~Angry yet laughing now~

first pic in my blog!!

2007-04-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

oK!! Mountain tortoise finally know how to put pic into her blog!! Yapari!! Saw my previous blog?? ^_^ Hui shi taught me how to put that pic in.. oh minE.. such a nice picture!!

Ok.. back to my main topic.. (eh? i think i havent start my main topic yet.. hahA!!) Kame wore a sailor skirt in KATTUN's concert!! Just because he lost in a game.. Haha.. Just his luck.. But he's sure sexy and pretty!! oh minE!! Instead of Kamenashi Kazuya... He's now Kamenashi Kazumi.. ^_^ A nice lady's name.. hahA!! Want to see Kazumi? haha.. surE.. there you go!!

oh ya!! Anyway.. because Bakanishi is back.. and since kame and bakanishi are such a yii tomodachi ( good friend).. on the day when bakanishi returned to japan, i keep having this thought that kame stayed over in bakanishi's house. And he may be laying beside bakanishi, holding his hand with both of them staring at the ceiling while trying to get to sleep. Then.. kame may go "ne.... akanishi...." and went on to tell him what he has missed when he went America for studies... till the next morning.. haha.

However.. i think that after akanishi saw that pic which kame wore a sailor skirt.. he might hit kame's head when kame went "ne.. akanishi..." when they were laying beside each other trying to get to sleep...and scold him for wearing the skirt in front of everyone when he's supposed to be the only one who can see kame in skirt.. hahA!!

ok.. this post sounds more like a gay story than a happy union.. haha!! But i'm glad that Akame (Akanishi and Kame) is finally back together again..

~happily singing KATTUN's song.. K-A.. K-A.. K-A-T-T-U-N.. T-T-U-N!!~

bakanishi is back!!

2007-04-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

Bakanishi is back!!<-- the one on left.. my kame chan is on the right!! Jolleen's bakanishi is back from studying in US!! hahA!! Imagine the moment i picked up my phone, Jolleen screamed into my ear telling me that her bakanishi is back.. haha..

anyway.. i was telling her that imagine i'm in US studying when her bakanishi goes too.. and if i dont know who is kame, kattun.. i wont even know who is bakanishi. And imagine that he sits beside me during lessons and i dont even know who is he.. and i still sms jolleen oversea that a kakoii(handsome) guy is sitting next to me!! and at the same time take a pic of him secretly and mms it to jolleen.. and the next moment.. jolleen will call me from singapore.. not bothering about the cost of calling oversea.. and scream into my ear to ask me to take a photo with him and ask for his signature for her..

haha.. we imagined too much.. but jolleen is really high now that her bakanishi is back in japan.. haha.. and i've got my new kame's pic!! isn't he kawaii!! anyway.. bakanishi's real surname is akanishi.. just that he's always doing stupid stuff.. and baka means stupid.. haha.. i didnt start this.. his best friend called him that..

~sleep~

new hp

2007-03-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

TADA!! i've got a new hp!! Guess which brand is it~~ which model is it~~ which colour is it.. haha.. i'm not going to tell you.. happy guessing~~

anyway.. i tried putting kame's photo into my blog through my hp.. but it's not successful.. quite upset over it..

And the hp's M2 card is too small for me to put my stuffS!! so far.. i've only put some songs, kame's photo, wuzun's photo.. and before i can put my jj's photo into the M2 storage.. THE CARD IS FULL!!!! oh mine.. and a M2 card of 1gb is 105bucks... so expensivE!!! oh mine.. i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad now..

~trying to find ways to persuade my pa to sponsor me some $$ to buy M2~

Work work work

2007-03-08T19:24:00.000+08:00

oK.. i'm now rushing a project given by the library. But i've finished the work given to me.. so i'm free to blog!!

Heard that the library is publishing a book in chinese on clans and associations. i'm involved with the work..

Guess what? I worked from 10.30am to 8.30pm yesterday.. worked so long hours for the first time.. and.. There's no OT pay.. only pay as usual $$ per hour.. hai..

Anyway.. my supervisor has always been kind to me, so i dont feel cheated without OT pay at all, as it's a form of give and take.. She allows me to come to work without a fixed time, and so i am willing to work till late for her. ^_^ ('cause ur lady here.. me mE!! has problem waking up early in the morning.. haha.. so i normally start work at 11..)

Ok.. I'm waiting for Amirah's call now.. Amirah.. when are you calling me? And i dont even know if you are meeting us!! Your lady over here.. (ahhem.. me mE!!) is impatient already.. And Simone works night shift today.. so she can only meet us after 8pm.. and her "after 8pm" confirm means after 8.30pm ok!! time now is 7.30pm.. i only need 10mins to reach town frm bugis.. what am i supposed to do now?? hMMM...

~call me... cAll me.. AmIrAh.. cALL mE noW...~

woA!!

2007-01-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

Oh mine.. i was updating my blog about what i have done for the past weeks when my computer suddenly shut down. ^_^ and i am tooooooooo lazy to retype that whole chunk of post now.

Anyway, chinese new year is coming and i shall start preparing myself for it. I've got new bag from Jolleen, new clothes from X5 as birthday present, new haircut, new 3/4pants ( it was bought when my jeans couldnt dry after washing in this "winter" ^_^ however, the sun started shining bright after i've got that pants so i just leave it for chinese new yr since i can wear the old jeans now.. haha)

Time to get new shoes and i'm done for chinese new year shopping!! eH.. but somehow i have this feeling that i forget to do something in preparation for chinese new year... what can it be... haha..

Happy birthday!!

2007-01-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

Ok.. how did i really celebrate my birthday.. haha..

Met jolleen, wanying, yimin for lunch. ^_^ but i didnt eat much.. wasn't feeling well.. And they told me that actually they came out with some plans to surprise me for my birthday!! haha..

Plan A- Hide somewhere till they see me stepping out of MRT station before they call me to cancel out on me. Knowing that i will get angry, they will wait till i turn to go before they come up to me to wish me happy birthday!! However.. for some reasons, plan A cancelled.. ^_^

Plan B- Arrange to meet me in Bishan at 2.30pm. Call my brother up and ask him to stop me from going out at 1pm. And appear in my house and give me a BIG surprise!! However.. because of some reasons.. plan B cancelled.. ^_^

So we ended meeting up in Bishan, and celebrated like usual birthday.. haha!~ What did i geT? hMm.. bags, fahrenheit's posteR ( jolleen said that she cant find wu zun's individual poster.. haha...), a pig which is a radio as well as a speakeR and mashmallow in a design of sanitary pad boX... coOl presents i've got.. and it's the coolest so faR~~

After the celebration with them, i went home. 'Cause i have been feeling sick since friday ( and vomited at 12++ midnight when everyone was wishing me happy birthday..), i laid on the sofa the moment i got home. My youngest brother kept rushing me back to my room to rest. After a few mins.. ( about 10min i supposed... haha) I went back to my room, wanting to rest.

The moment i opened my door, ARHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... the aircon is on!! Ok.. that's really my reaction in my heart. Haha.. 'cause i dont remember leaving it on when i went out. Anyway, what shocked me more were amirah wishing me happy birthday and aqilah holding her camera and taking photos. ^_^ Such a surprise!!

When i was still in my shock-land.. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... jieying, siewying and boom piah suddenly appeared and went popping behind, in front, on top and all over me.. hahA.. ( What are the things that they poppeD? Eh.. some party poppers i think.. haha.. ) Imagine how messy my room was with all the poppers leftovers.. haha... But i felt like i'm a superstar!! haha!! with the flashes from the camera and with the camera aiming at me all the time!! haha.. oh minE~~ i can understand how JJ, Kame and Wu zun feels now~~ i'm a supeRstaR~~ haha...

Oh yeS.. i opened my gifts from them of course.. With a chocolate wafer bar in a paris hilton box.. -_-" thanks guys.. and thanks for your burberry weekend.. haha... And guess where the real paris hilton perfume is in?! toilet ok.. TOILET!!! THEY HID IT IN TOILET!! Oh mine.. and i took 2 days before i realised it.. Haha.. So now you know how insignificant toilet is to me.. haha.. And boom piah told me that she hid it in one of the baskets in my toilet in the first place but everyone told her to put it in a more obvious place 'cause i'm blind.. EXCUSE ME.. i'm not blinD!! (... .... ... hmmm.. ...maybe... ...... i'm the only one who think that i'm not blind..... haha...) for which i took 2 days to discover that pink bottle in such an obvious place... haha..

Thanks Jolleen, Wanying, Yimin
Thanks Amirah, Aqilah, Jieying, Boom piah, Siewying, Maomao, Kenneth, Simone, Ashwin, Jiahui, RM twins, Yixian!! eH.. did i leave any other names out? let me know..

You guys made my 20th birthday a very significant one!! YOU GUYS ROX!! THANKS SO MUCH!!

happy 20th bday!!

2007-01-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me!!!! ^_^

what do i want? ok..

I want JJ.. WhaT? cannot?

ok.. i want Kame then.. ^_^.. Still no?!

How about Wu Zun?! eH?? NO?!

Then why did you ask me what i wanted for birthday in the first place?

Haha..

2 more hours..

2007-01-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

ok.. i'm left with 2 more hours before i turn 20..

How am i going to celebrate my bday? ok.. going out with jolleen, and i dont know who will be going.. to celebrate my bday in the noon.. haha..

then? go home for dinner.. haha.. happY birthday to mEEeeeeeeeee~~~

New year New hairstyle

2007-01-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

^_^ I've got a new hair cut!! I really cut it.. Not trim but CUT.. ^_^

Curious about my new hairstylE? I'm not going to tell you!!~~ Nani nani bubu~~

Still insist on knowing? ^_^ come book me and meet me someday and you can see it for yourself..

Clues? hmm.. Wu Zun's hairstyle? Kame's hairstyle? JJ's hairstyle? HAHA.. Not going to tell you~~

New year, new age, new haircut.. ^_^

2007's first post

2007-01-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!! Horray?!

Actually.. Stepping into a new year means that i'm turning one year older. And it's supposed to be something which i don't quite look forward to. However, This year seems to be a fruitful year. Just by January alone, i will be seeing JJ and Wu Zun appearin in Singapore's media because they will be herE!!!

Ok, JJ has already reached Singapore.. and he's probably sleeping at home now. So happy to see him at the countdown ( through the box with a screen..?). Wu Zun will be coming with Fahrenheit to be guest stars in SHE's concert. Although i wont be going to SHE's concert.. but knowing that i'm breathing the same air as Wu Zun makes me nervous (...? lol.. this word just pop out before excited..)!! Oh mine~~ And Hui Shi says that she will be going to the Fahrenheit's autography session when they come!! oh minEEeeeeeeeee!!! Let's grab Jolleen there too.. ^_^

Anyway.. i just realised that Wu Zun spent his Christmas in Brunei.. So he was not affected by the Earthquake at all!! Luckily JJ was in Singapore too.. ^_^ So lucky of them to be in their own home when earthquake occurred. *phew* So they do not have to worry about not being able to find a suitable table to hide under in the first place.. ( JJ's too chubby and Wu Zun's too build) ^_^

And of course.. What can Wu Zun do when he's back in his home.. eat eAt and EAT.. JJ? shoP sleep and eaT.. ^_^

what happened in bugis yesterday

2006-12-31T01:16:00.000+08:00

The kids nowadays are really so rudE!!

I walked to the MRT station after work yesterday and there was this lady in front of me who has difficulty in getting onto the escalator. So, when she came to this escalator, she stoppped and took some time before she step onto it. A normal person who saw someone stopping in front of her will also stop walking and wait for her to step onto the escalator right?!

And when i stopped walking, someone behind me suddenly bang hard into me. And the next moment, i heard him scolding me "stop stop stop, can't even walk properly?!" and continue his BEAUTIFUL speech.. Knowing that that person is talking about me, i turned back angrily and stared at him. I was lost for word at that point of time. He looked like he's only 16. Imagine a 16 years old guy scolding a girl who is not at fault at all!! (maybe i look like an auntie to him.. )

After staring hard at him, i turned back pretending that i didnt hear anything. Maybe 'cause his girl friend beside him was laughing at his "speech", and he wanted to amuse her more, he went on saying "stare and stare, people who stopped suddenly still want to stare."

EXCUSE ME!! WHO'S THE ONE AT FAULT?! YOU BANGED INTO ME AND YOU STILL DARE TO SAY THIS TO ME!! CAN'T YOU SEE THAT THE LADY IN FRONT OF ME HAS STOPPED SO I STOPPED?! OH MINE.. I FORGOT.. I CANT EVEN FIND YOUR EYES WHEN I STARED AT YOU.. AT LEAST I HAVE A PAIR OF EYES TO STARE!! AND YOU ARE BUSY TALKING ON YOUR HP WHEN YOU BANGED INTO ME!! SO WHO'S FAULT IS IT NOW?!TOO BUSY ON PHONE THAT YOU DIDNT OBSERVE YOUR SURROUNDING!! AND I HAVEN'T SCOLD YOU FOR BANGING INTO ME OK!! NOT EVEN A SORRY FROM YOU. I CAN SUE YOU FOR MOLEST!!

Anyway.. i didnt say that.. The words didnt even appear in my brain at that point of time. I could only stare back at him fiercely and when he scolded me again straight in my face, and his friend laughing, i turned and stared at his friend. I'm sure that his friend opened her eyes when she walked and saw that i stopped because of the lady in front of me, 'cause she asked him to stop scolding..

How i wish that i can just scold him back like that.. I think i dont have that much courage to scold him back.. hai.. i regretted not scolding him back.. THAT EYELESS GUY!!! Should i meet him again, i'm going to bang into him and shout molest!! ARgh!!

If i have the courage to.. haha..

my workplace

2006-12-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

^_^ i'm currently working in the national library now! feel free to come and visit me when anyone of you are free ok!!

Oh ya.. before you come to visit me, remember to bring a winter jacket or coat with you. Why? 'cause my workplace is like winter everyday. The library is at least 12 degree celcius cold in order to preserve the old books. And so.. the staffs suffer in cold. Imagine me working from 10am to 8pm.. And imagine me in winter jacket and with shawl wrapped around my neck.. ok.. i look funny.. but that's me at work.. My main job is to work in the microform room to check on past years chinese newspaper on microfilm.. Nanyang Siang Pau, 1960s onwards.. haha.. that's so long ago.. i took some pictures of their advertisements and once i figure out how to put pics in blog, i will share it with everyone!

Oh ya.. There's earthquake in Taiwan right?! Wonder how is Wu Zun now.. did he get a shock when he felt himself shaking? Did he manage to find a table to hide under? (given his big build.. i think that he cant even hide under normal table.. haha..) Is he still having the shock now? How is he now?

*Sigh* of all days, the network must be down these few days.. Bet he can't go online now to blog and to tell his super darling duper no. 1 fan ( er hem.. it's me.. me lah.. here here.. Don't try to look away.. ) that he's alright now..

~off to sleep for another winter tomorrow~

How i spend my christmas eve

2006-12-25T12:33:00.000+08:00

Horray!! it's christmaS!! Merry Christmas to everyone!! ^_^

Are you asking me how was my christmas eve? ^_^ let me tell you..

Went out with simone and amirah to town for a shop.. but it ended up more like them accompanying me for a shop in kinokuniya.. haha..

Went to work part-time with amirah, simone, aqilah.. blah blah blah... ^_^ now my left hand is aching from the work yesterday..

On the last hour before count-down to christmas, i was sitting on my bed reading the new book that i bought with Wu Zun in it.. was laughing to myself when my brother suddenly knock on my door.. In a rush to open the door for him, i tripped over my blanket and fell from my bed.. -_-" i know.. just laugh for all you want.. so for this year, i'm spending my christmas with blue blacks on my knees.. *sigh* if only wu zun was there to help me up when i fell..

This fall reminded me of some months back when i climbed on a chair to paste my JJ's poster onto my wall and fell backwards onto the ground.. that fall was dumb too.. I knew i was falling but i was too slow to react.. -_-" and BOMP, i was lying on the ground in pain.. with my brother witnessing the scene of fall..

And i've just discovered a new blue black on my right forearm.. Trying hard to recall where did i get this blue black from.. haha..

~cheers!! merry christmaS~

友誼的珍貴

2006-12-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

我一直相信，
兩個人在人海茫茫中可以相遇，
已經是緣分了。
如何讓緣分維持，
那就要靠那兩個人一起的努力。
慢慢的，
就會建立起一個只屬於他們倆自己的友情。

你會學會如何去珍惜它，
也有時候想要放棄它。
但就在你正想要放手的時候，
卻又會感覺到有一只很有力的手正緊緊地抓住你的手不放，
那就是它的手。

友情有時候看起來很脆弱，
但它卻又有很堅強。
因爲它會在你不知不覺中漸漸的消失，
但它絕不會劃上“結束”的句號。

友情的珍貴你看見了嗎？
好好地珍惜它吧。

Drove into a deep pool of wateR

2006-12-20T14:54:00.000+08:00

Have you guys read newspaper and watch news reporting about the flood in Singapore? ^_^

Hmm.. the Mandai Road near my house was flooded yesterday too.. and the water level went up to half the height of a car!! Before i drove into mandai road yesterday, i noticed that the road was flooded, so i stopped the car before turning in.. but because my pa wasn't concentrating, he scolded me and asked me to drive into mandai road.. So in i went~~ ^_^

lol.. I think my pa didnt realise that the flood was very serious. And since there were about 6 cars and 2 buses 138 stucked in the flood, there was no way that i can drive through immediately before the water rushes into the car engine and spoils it like what the water did the 6 cars and 2 buses. ( for your info, there was one RX8, one Merz, the rest i cant remember) So my pa wanted me to get out of the flood immediately by reversing. I knew he was mentally prepared for the car engine to die off like the rest of the 6 cars.. Haha..

And since my pa was panicking, he opened the door with the thought of taking over the driving wheel.. And the moment he opened the door, me and my brother started screaming at him to get the door close. TOO LATE.. lol.. the water came flowing in.. haha~~

Luckily nothing went wrong with his engine after i reversed the car and get out of the flood, if not.. my pa has to pay 300bucks to repair his precious car.. haha.. But it was a fun experience.. Imagine the car went swimming for the first time in its life and survived while other cars drowned.. ^_^ haha..

Rain rain!~ More raIN~~

我的第一個華文部落格！！

2006-12-19T18:40:00.000+08:00

終于可以用華文把我的心事大聲地說出來了！！好高興喔！！ ^_^ 不過，這樣一來，我好像會帶給我的一些朋友很大的煩惱呢。因爲很多朋友是于英語為母語的，要他們看這一堆華文字應該會要他們的命吧！！呵呵！！

對不起啦，我的豬朋狗友，爲了我熱愛的寶貝華語，你們就忍這點，看看這堆藏滿我的心聲的華文字的部落格吧！！

華文，華語，萬歲！！ ^_^

Wu Zun

2006-12-14T11:10:00.000+08:00

Oh!! I suddenly remember i forget to inform everyone about my new idol!! WU ZUN!! ^_^

It's during the time when he acted in Tokyo Juliet that i noticed him. 'Cause i realised that although he appeared in entertainment show to advertise for the new show that he acted in, he was quiet throughout the whole show.. Think he was not confident in speaking his Brunei Chinese i supposed..

What? Why did i mention Brunei? Haha.. He's from Brunei.. And works in Singapore as a model before.. Who knows.. When he was in Singapore, i walked past him before.. or he helped me up when i fell down and cried.. lol.. (eh.. did i fall down in these recent years?? .......... ........... dont care.. i insist that i fell down and he helped me up before..)

So.. since he is from Brunei, his chinese will sound abit like malaysian chinese.. ^_^ sometimes when i hear him speak.. i feel weird too.. haha.. (Not that i look down on him ok.. I'm a malaysian myself.. got used to the way Malaysian Chinese speaks already.. just that the way he expressed himself with his chinese is funny.. lol..) But when times goes by, people ask him if he feels bu hao yi si ( shy ) when people laugh at his chinese, he will say proudly that he's not.. as this is his country's chinese.. just like Singaporean chinese with those la.. leh.. lor.. ^_^ Cool, isn't he?

~packing my bag and preparing to fly immediately to Wu Zun's side..~

2006-12-14T10:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just hate sad novels and tv drama.. WHY? dont know.. they make me cry like a small girl who has just lost her favourite toy..

I hate sad endings.. and i always look forward to happy endings.. Before i watch a show, i will ask around for the ending first before i will watch it.. just a few words, happy ending or sad ending, can change my decision in watching the show.. The same goes with novel..

Sometimes when i buy a novel which nobody knows about the ending, i will feel so insecure that while reading, i will keep asking myself if it will be a happy ending.. Weird me huh... lol..

Why do i suddenly talk about endings? No idea.. maybe 'cause i have been reading novels and watching tv drama recently.. And i realised that i hate sad endings more and more.. I cant believe that the author is so such a sadist that he or she wants to write about sad endings.. But jolleen told me that she likes sad stories though.. and i have to agree with her that sad stories have beautiful phrase and lines that makes people cry.. But the heartache makes me cant breathe.. Sad till i cannot breathe..

So my dear friends.. Before you recommend me some shows or novels which you think is nice and want to share.. make sure it's happy ending.. if not.. my whole mood for the week will be dull and sad.. ^_^ Kame and Wu zun.. please act in shows with happy endings hor.. AND JJ.. Dont keep writing sad love songs.. I will be sad de..

lalala.. going back to my novel.. lol..

Turning 20..

2006-12-12T16:46:00.000+08:00

How time flies.. i've finished my A level.. Just by blinking my eyes..

I know that if i blink a few more times, christmas will be over and i will be in 2007..

A few more times?.... I'll be 20..

I remembered that when i was celebrating my 16th birthday, i had no worries. Alison, Yi min, Kai yu, Hui shi, Wan Ying, Jane and Jolleen were all wishing me happy birthday.. i can still remember alison's bubbly face with her wide smile and eyes that looked like a straight line, wishing me happy birthday.. Sweet 16..

When i was celebrating my 17th birthday, i was in china. It was about 5 degree celcius.. i treated myself to a big shopping trip and to go online in an online bar to chat with my friends online..

18th? Not much celebration.. except in school where my friends sang me bday song.. My parents forgot about my birthday. 18th bday is supposed to be a big day for me as i turned into a young adult.. But.. Why am i not happy at all..

19th.. Celebrated with Daps in school.. Not happy at all.. Dont like the number..

20th.. coming soon.. -_-"

Uncle..

2006-09-04T18:53:00.000+08:00

It has been sometimes since da jiu( my ma's eldest brother) passed away.. 1 month? 2 months? I lost track.. It's till now that i feel his absence..

I attended my uncle's funeral in malaysia. My cousins were crying on and off.. Maybe i didnt live with them before.. so i cant feel his absence.. I'm cold-blooded.. i think..

At last night, my cousins and i sat down for the first time together to chat. I always cant get into their topics and i realised that they avoid talking about da jiu.

On the day when da jiu was to be send to crematorium. My cousin who is the closest to me, cried. She told me how da jiu was a very good uncle to everyone.. I can understand.. My ma told me that he's the best brother she has too. My cousin told me that even when she works very far away from home, she will always ask her bf to stop by da jiu's house to visit him.

Her words reminded me, that during last chinese new year, when my cousins brought their bf to visit da jiu, i told myself that when i have a bf, i will ask him to travel with me to malaysia to visit da jiu too. Da jiu is like everyone's grandpa ever since we lost our grandpa long ago. Everyone will discuss things with him before acting on it.. Everyone respected him and treasured his advises. I also want to show him my bf.. But he's gone..

It's till then that i started crying.. he's gone..

What i did with my pa's car..

2006-07-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i really want to scold my pa.. he totally didnt think of me when he went oversea.. He left his car at home when he went china last week.. knowing that i can drive.. he dont bother topping up his fuel!! when i drove X^5's ming to mrt station so that she can go home faster, the fuel was half tank filled.. After which, i still need to drive to sembawang to fetch my ma and my precious brother back home.. by the time i reach home, the fuel was less than half.. lol..

i know i should fill it for my pa.. but the thought of his half tank fuel will cost me more than $50.. i drove home immediately instead of stopping at petrol station.. lol.. i think he must be on fire this morning when he saw his car's petrol meter pointing at time-to-fill-your-tank the moment he start his car.. =P

Anyway.. Had a good chat with eugenia yesterday.. we were busy gossiping about this M frm her sec 1 to sec 4 life.. lol.. afterwhich, i fell asleep shortly.. have been feeling restless these few days that the moment the clock strike 10.. my eyes lids will fall.. wonder what has happened to me.. hai..

Oh ya!! i did something stupid in bio lecture yesterday too.. i was too involved in my own world. Amirah told me that there's a rabbit picture on the slide, i looked up.. and i got so fancinated by that rabbit that i just blurred out "LABBIT!~" (tht's the name i called my rabbit other than gong bit..) The whole lecture hall heard it.. people turned and look.. my classmates started laughing.. oh minE.. thanks to the LABBIT..

anyway.. gong bit means stupid rabbit.. my family named my rabbit that as he is so stupid to share his food with birds and cockroaches and rats and didnt thought of wanting to chase them away.. and when they eat his food.. he will be short of food to eat for himself.. and he will start scratching the fence to ask us for more food.. -_-" too stupid to be kind..

~iT's 10pm!! time to sleeP.. going to dream of LABBIT~

Pissed

2006-07-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just feel that i have the right to do the things i want to do..

Just like yesterday, when the chem tutorial is over, her bf came in to look for her.. Seriously, for any normal ppl, when they saw couples together, tht person will automatically disappear or walk away. I have this habit of doing this too.. ( tht shows tht i'm normal?) I know i have been with the 2 of them often, so i thought of just walking off with meena reena and gang so that she and her bf can be togetheR.. She may not see the need for this.. but this is how i feel.. and i'm just doing what i think i should do..

After that, when i was going for ASP, i walked past her bf.. he told me that she's angry.. i knew it.. and i expected it.. But the moment i see her, i felt angry too.. This thought came across my mind.. "why should she be angry? Dont i have the right to walk away from her? Must i always be the lightbulb? Why cant she understand how i feel?" So i decided to ignore her.. for i was pissed too ( i'm now too..)..

All along, when they quarrelled, She will tell me everything.. and i will tell her my comments.. but i dont think it works.. she always have her own reasonings.. Like i always told her tht in a relationship couples always give and take.. but she is always the one taking and her bf's the one giving.. and when quarrels started again.. i will tell her the same thing again.. and she will have her reasons again.. I have not been in a relationship before, and i have been listening to so many friends' relationship experiences since secondary school.. so i seriously give her my advice frm wat i observed from my other friends, and she dont see the need to it.. so i should just keep quiet.. right?

Seriously, i'm feeling tired.. I'm tired of hearing couples with their quarrels.. Why cant couples be happily together.. Why must they always quarrel.. If they want to quarrel so much.. why must they be together in the first place.. Everyone hopes to see happy endings out of every relationship.. but the couple themselves are creating witches, dragons and poison apples to destroy their own fairy tales..

Me? i'm just a girl who is hoping for her prince to appear and live happily ever after.. yet is afraid of looking forward to it for she has watched too much of the counterfeit fairy tales..

Psychological problem

2006-07-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

I think i'm having abit of psychological problem.. I'm so not myself tht day..

I was having lecture then.. and i felt so tired of the whole singapore school system.. the importance of A level.. then my mind started to wander..

I just stare at the back of the person sitting in front of me.. then i realised, the more i stare.. the more i feel like hugging him.. Oh no.. it's a him somemore.. not even frm my class.. haha.. so throughout the lecture.. i just stare at his back.. having this feeling of wanting to hug him.. Maybe coz i'm tired.. and his back look comfortable enough for me to lean on or hug..

yUp.. must be it..

Kame blogskin!!

2006-06-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

^_^ finallY~~ i can show off my kamE thru' my blogskin~ *wide smileZ*

1. THANKS JOLLEEN!! I LOVE U!! lol.. she helped me to create this blogskin.. finally get rid of A.Jin.. WHAHAHAHAH~~ and i havent seen this photo of kame before.. heard from jolleen that it's a advertisement that kame did for handphones.. a june advertisement.. SOOOOOOoooooooooooo preTTY!!!!! my pretTTTTTTTtttttty kamE!!

2. Kame is going to have a new show, about him liking a woman who is older than him. Lol.. I'm going to support his new shoW!! ^_^ Kame!! Aishiteru!!

3. Eh.. Jolleen should be angry if she reads my blog now.. 'cause i told her i wont be online except on friday, so she helped me to change my blogskin.. yet.. i cant wait to see my new kame blogskin and come online now.. lol..

4. I think the first person to see the new blogskin will be Amirah!~ lol.. 'cause she always check my blog.. yet i always didnt update.. Amirah!! i've updated my blog!! ^_^ although i typed rubbish.. haha..

5. Eh.. JJ's concert coming!! arH!! JJ~~~~~~~~~!! must start my diet so that jj can see a slim mE!! *daydream... drooL and laugh to myself..*

5. Oh ya!! i'm thinking of perming my hair!! ^_^ not the whole hair of course.. only half of it.. if not i'll look old. But.. no $$!! sAd.. someone.. sponsor mE?? ^_^

~ oFF i flY to kamE's sidE~

Updates

2006-05-29T23:51:00.001+08:00

ok.. make it short.. if not ppl will say tht i'm naggy..

1. Finished the "rhythm of life!". With second night having encore. 24 to 25 may.

2. Kenn's bday. They went sentosa. Were cooked like lobster. Yummy.. 25 may.

3. Ash bday. I forgot all about it. Trying to bluff my way thru that i did remember it. 28 may.

4. Got my mp4. Love it sooooooooo much. Put KATTUN's video ( especially Kame's) into it before i remember must charge it. Put JJ's photos in too.. lol.. 28 may.

5. Did my driving police test. Passed ^_^. Got scolded by the tester throughout the whole test.. poor me.. thought would fail. Pasted the P plate on my pa's car the moment he got home. But have no intention to drive his car at all.. lol.. 29 may.

6. Talked to jolleen on phone. Had a good chat. She promised to help me change my blogskin to Kame!! lol.. I LOVE U JOLLEN!! 29 may.

7. Got serious flu. Keep sneezing for no reason now. *rub nosE* 29 may.

~aHHHHHHHhhhhhh chOOOOOooooooooooo~

Ages since i bloG

2006-04-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

Hai.. how long havent i been herE? 1 month? 1 yr? 1 decadE? or 1 century? maybe longer than that..

It's good friday.. My family and i went to chua chu kang.. to sweep my sis's grave. It's the second time that we went. Last year was the 1st. I have seen her photo before, and it's the only photo of hers that my ma kept. Ever since her death, no one has visited her.. till last year when we went. My pa was reluctant to go at first, but we kept mentioning it till he agreed to drive us there.

I only know that she passed away one month before i was born. And i only knew it last year although i knew about her long ago. If she's still alive, she will be 24 years old this year. No one can understand the heartache that my parents felt. My brothers and i swept the grave only knowing that she's our sister, yet we know nothing about her. I saw my pa smoke, and i knew that he only smoke when he has something on his mind. And somehow, i can understand why he love me the most among the 3 of us. Maybe 'cause i remind him of her. 'Cause she passed away when i was about to come out. Maybe she knew that i can substitute her presence to accompany my parents.. And he love me with the share of my sis..

When i reached home.. i had a talk with my aunt. She also doted a lot on my sis.. and she's the one who told me most about sis's thing when sis was still alive.. my aunt say i looked alot like sis when i was born. And we had the same birthmark on our leg.. and maybe.. she died in time to be reincarnated to be me..

Shocked..

Cross country..

2006-02-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

aRH~~~ i competed in school's cross country for the first time in my 13yrs of education life!! Something is wrong with me..

Oh ya!! i was very tired after running about half the distance.. 1.5k? around there.. and i started to walk.. And i suddenly remembered that there's one big JJ poster at the bus stop which i will run pass.. And so....... ^_^ i ran all the way there.. and stopped and walked immediately after i finished looking at it ( for first time i looked so close to it coz my house bus stop doesnt have that poster.. something about Chinese COOL advertisement..) So haPPy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~

so imagine.. i expect myself to be the last in my class to reach school.. and because of the JJ poster.. i got back school much earlier than expected.. whahahA~~

After the run, almost 3/4 of my class went J8 for lunch at pasta mania~~ yUmmY~~ and the whole outing is so funnY~~ we went into NTUC 'coz our vice chairman Kenneth wanted to buy potatoes to cook for his dinner.. ( only remember he bought tht.. lol..) and we stayed in NTUC with me, boom piah and jieying looking at sweets and chocolates and drooling over them.. yixian playing with the crabs.. siewying, grish and dont know who looking at the wine~

After the NTUC-shopping.. we went to help siew ying to look for her new clothes and shoes.. she bought a pair of new shoes~~ with the class in the shop with her... haha.. luckily the shop is big enough to accomodate us.. ^_^

Went home.. slept.. wake up for dinner and off i went for my driving lesson.. drove auto car today.. it's much much much more easy than manual cars.. but.. somehow.. i find it hard to control the car.. almost bang into another caR~~ the distance is sooooooooooooooooo neaR.. so scary..

Hmm.. nothing much to type.. lol.. still cant find any kame blogskin.. saD~~ so A.Jin.. take good care of my blog~ ^_^

~oyasumi nasai~

StupiD taGboarD

2006-01-10T12:58:00.000+08:00

i'm going to change a tagboard soon~ it keeps failing mE~~ so angRY!! And i cant upload Kame and Teppei's photo onto my bloG!! arH~~

Anyway.. Jolleen.. don't worry.. i dont think i will put ur A.Jin in my blog for long.. lol.. although i have to admit that having a shuai ge in my blog is my honouR.. But i still prefer Kame inside.. ^_^ Sexy little prettY kamE~~ And tht Jin face in my blog reminds me of octopus.. lol.. maybe because of his mouth.. But hor.. having a ben ben (stupid) guy in my blog can make me laugh leh.. i'll keep remembering the stupid acts he did in those clips.. haha.. And Jolleen.. don't compare my stupidness with him.. I'm sure i'm smarter than this 21 years old boY~~ ^_^ although my iQ only 80~~ (oOps) haha.. Who knows.. after my 18 + 1 birthday.. i might upgrade to iQ 200~~ lalalA~~

~oFF to prove that i'm smarteR~

New BlogskiN

2006-01-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

TADDA~~ New blogskin!! ^_^

Let me explain.. The one on your left is not my Kame ok!! He's Akanishi Jin.. Jolleen's favouritE. So why do i put his pic in my blog? 'Cause i cant find any blogskin which is nicer than this!! I cant find my Kame's blogskin and i dont know how to create onE!! So that explains why Jin is here and he did a good standby, didnt he~~ ( jolleen will kill me if she read this.. lol.. standby only~)

Went out with jolleen and joan on sat. The day when it started raining heavily and almost for the whole day.. Went kino to buy my magazines~ ^_^ KamE!! TeppEI!! OH ya!! Teppei is 20 this yeaR on 5th Jan!! He's 1 year and 1 day older than mE!! lol.. In japan, 20 is consider an adult ( not like singapore..18).. So he can drink and smoke for all he wants.. But he better dont.. i cant stand guys who smoke.. Kame is turning 20 this year too.. 23 Feb~~ HE BETTER DONT LEARN SMOKING TOO.. But seriously.. i rather kame remains 19.. as he grows older.. his thoughts will become more and more mature.. he already too mature for his age now.. how mature he wants to be?!

Supposed to go out with X5 on sun to celebrate my birthday.. My first bday celebration with X5.. It meant a lot to me. Yet they cancelled on me. Because of rain.. ( it rained the whole day.. Hai..) My feelings?! WHAT DO YOU THINK?! ASK ONE MORE TIME AND YOU GET LOST..

... in fact.. i started crying on train in khatib when they asked me to cancel the outing.. and the more i think about how much they treasure me.. When there's any X5 outing.. i'll always be right there no matter how busy i am (even though i always late..) and i went out of house once in heavy rain and waited in the bus stop in the stupid cold weather just to go town to meet X5.. I'm serious.. X5 means so much to me.. the more i think.. the more i cried.. through the night.. together with the sky.. They must be crying for me too.. if not the rain wont be for the whole day.. and even today..

Jolleen cancelled her project meeting with her teammate and told her straight in her face that she's meeting me to celebrate my birthday on sat and see her teammate's black face.. FRIEND.. A few of my classmates organised supper outing.. i remembered it was raining.. Everyone has no umbrella and they continued with the outing.. How do i compare that incidence to these..

They asked me out tomorrow again.. The hurt feelings are back.. It pierced through my heart and my nose and eyes.. I wanted to cry.. Yesterday's incidence will remain in my mind forever.. I used studying as an excuse not to go.. even though i know i will most probably be watching my kame's video.. I lied.. But it's better than letting them cancel on me again should it rain again tomorrow.. It's time i protect myself..

The pain will always be there.. HURT..

~the wound that cant be healed~

HapPy BirthdaY to mE~~!!

2006-01-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

I'M "18+++++++++++++" when clock strikE 12aM~~~!!! lol.. taboo tabOO~~!! lol..

Happy birthday to Me~~ actually.. nothing to be happy about.. ya..

I just learnt mon to sun from jolleen.. and she kept saying that i pronounce japanese like pronouncing chinese han yu pin yin.. Am i that bad?? =( I'll improve on it.. But i find my tongue abit numb after pronouncing those words for a few times.. I must have put too much stress on it.. -_-"

And.. Jolleen ( and i dont know who.. lol..) are getting english-japanese dictionary for me!! as my birthday present~~ ^_^ although i will pronounce things weirdly.. but i think i will hold on to the E-J dictionary more than the english dictionary.. ^_^ Time to get some professionals for help in japanesE~~

oK.. i'm off to watch KAT-TUN's concert vcd.. ^_^ Got so high when i watched disc 1 of their conceRT~~ K-A-T-T-U-N!!

~BirthdaY biRdday~

Sick and tired..

2006-01-02T02:01:00.000+08:00

I've got flu!! on the first day of a new year.. hai.. And my nose is soooooooooo red that i can be the red-nose reindeer.. if only today's christmas..

feel so sick and tired.. just want to sleep for the whole day.. Somemore when it's such a cooling day today.. But.. i still have one whole mountain of holiday assignments to complete.. hai.. dont think i can ever complete them at the rate i'm doing.. It's not that i'm doing last minute work.. i did try maths.. and forgot all about other subjects' assignment.. haha~~

Eh.. i bought WaT's single today!! ( dont scold me.. it's just a few mins shopping in HMV heeren...) ........ ok.. half an hour... ...... okok.. hours.. hours of shopping.. with who? eH.. me and myself.. Just a time for me to relax.. just dont like the idea of getting one year older soon.. need time to think over what i really want to do and if i should try to be mature..

Can mature be tried? Or.. can i become mature? Will i? ....................... What am i talking about.. I think flu freezed my brain.. Cant think properly..

Mature is something which you cant force out from someone i supposed.. do i even have a little of it in me? .....I hope so..

Back to my WaT.. it's Wentz and Teppei.. lol.. There's a hidden track in WaT's single!! and i was shock when i saw that the 4th song is 37mins long when the actual song is only 5 mins.. i waited.. waiTed.. wAited.. and WAITED.. till suddenly.. at the 29th mins.. someone talked..

Whahaha.. My teppei!! But i dont understand anything he said 'cause it's in japanese.. If only he speak slower.. like one syllabus one second.. maybe i might be able to catch what he says by flipping the jap-eng dictionary.. ^_^ Maybe i should learn jap.. so that i can understand what he said in that hidden track.. lol.. but learning jap just to understand that hidden track will take me years i supposed.. and by the time i master it.. he might be uncle teppei already~

Ok.. need to go sleep.. tomorrow's 2nd jan.. need to go for driving lesson too.. and on 3rd jan.. i'll be back to gak gor.. ( cant spell it.. but it means school in jap.. i think.. lol~~)

~meeting kame and teppei in dreamZ.. eH.. hoW to communicate.. -_-" ~

Happy New Year cUm haPPy earlY Bday!!

2006-01-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

HMmmm.. haPPy new yeaR!! I'm in 2006 now~ wonder if i will write 2005 on the date section on my work when school reopens.. i always cant get use to the new year.. -_-"

What do i wish for for the new year? ^_^ Good grades of coursE!! Be smarter of coursE!! Not to be so blur and be bullied.. haha.. especially being teased by jolleen of being "ben ben de" (means stupid stupid one..) like her akanishi jin.. she always say me and her jap idol make good friends 'cause of our stupid characteristic.. -_-" i'm sure i'm smarter than him.. eH.. i want $$ to go shopping.. i want buy brown, green, red, black and white caps to match my clothes.. belts.. bangles.. Shoes.. Kame's necklaces.. NEWS' touch and teppen singles.. WaT's single.. Kame's posters.. JJ's posters.. Teppei's posters.. big mickey mouse soft toy (my di's friend tore my super big one up.. =( ).. Taz devil.. baG!! (melvin!! you didnt remind me to ask about the price of that bag that i like alot when we were doing CIP in tampines pasar malam!! arGH!! that number 22 baG!!).. new haircut.. clothes and more clothes!! oh ya.. and to slim down so i can wear nice nice clothes.. i also want a machine which can help me finish my homeworks!! lol~~ (my di standing behind me now asked me to stop killing so many brain cells to daydream of so many things at one go.. -_-") daydream.. hai.. did i wish for too much? eh~~ i want scv also!! want NHK and Japtv channels!! really too much...??... *_*

A new year means i'm entering a new age soon.. *siGh* means my birthday coming.. BIRTHDAY!! ^_^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PINKIE!! whahaha.. i'm the first one to wish myself for my new birthday!! although it's 6 days later..

SIX DAYS AWAY..!!?? I'm old now.. =( entering my "18"th birthday.. hahA~~ for your info.. 19 is a taboo to me.. although i'm turning 19.. dont ever mention it in front of mE~~ i dont like this number and this age.. makes me sound so old.. (oOps.. and i mentioned that number myself.. lol~) 6 morE days~~

Hai.. i used to look forward to my birthday every year.. except this year.. 'cause of that number? maybe.. but now, it's another normal day for me.. i dont remember celebrating it grand with my friends.. 6th jan.. is normally a school day for me.. a day when school just reopen for 4 days.. and everyone's busy with their own stuffs.. i dont remember receiving more than 5 presents a year.. for the past 18 years.. 1 angbao from my pa, 1 special dinner treat prepared by my ma (she forgot my 18th birthday.. so i've got none from her last year..), about 2 presents from school friends and classmates.. that's about it.. ya.. oh ya.. one present from myself.. that makes up about 5..

Received my first present from Phuy Kun on 20++ dec 05.. lol.. 'cause he's entering ns someday near my birthday.. so he got me mine first.. Friends for 6 years.. first present from him.. so toucheD.. lol.. Thanks pk!! ^_^

I sound so desperate for presents.. haha.. but if you were to be born on my birthday.. you will most probably understand why i will be so sad.. no one really remembers my birthday.. and no one really celebrates for me.. i feel more lonely on my birthday than any other days.. and i feel more and more lonely on my birthday as i grow.. J2's birthday is going to be more lonely i supposed.. 'cause everyone will be busy preparing for A levels.. although jolleen and X^5 promised to go out with me on weekends to celebrate my birthday.. and daps is coming back to celebrate our same birthday together.. but.. the loneliness is getting stronger and stronger.. Someone.. save me........ please......................

~2006~

Idol fevER!!

2005-12-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

Kame.. Teppei.. Tegoshi.. JJ!!! woA~~ my idol.. suddenly increase by 3 morE.. It's all jolleen's fault.. if she dont show jap guys to me, dont make me notice them, dont talk to me about their stories.. i wont fall in love with them.. hahA~~

But they are cute.. serious.. and Kame is cute and SEXY.. he really looks like a girl.. oh minE~ and i get excited even just by looking at him.. I'm mad.. let me post Teppei and Kame's pic here.. JJ's everywhere in my blog now.. haha.. so he has to give the 2 of them a little space in this blog.. he wont mind... i'm surE~~ lol.. as for Tegoshi.. i'm not quite crazy over him now.. but i think it's just a matter of time.. 'cause i'm noticing him more and more.. shall post his pic next time.. ^_^

Anyway.. Teppei is 1 yr and 1 day older than me~ he's also a jan baby!! 5th Jan 1986.. ^_^ cutE~~ people who are born in jan are cute i supposed..( lol.. hinting that i'm cutE?? =P) And Kame is 23th Feb 1986.. Both are 86's babies!! eH.. but Kame looks older than Teppei eH? ..He just love to make himself look more matuRe.. that sexXXXXXXXxxxxxy boy..

It's because of them that i forgot something that is called holiday assignments.. lol~

~back in my world of idols..~

Essay: Give a brief talk on how i spend my past 2 weeks of holidays.

2005-12-12T11:02:00.000+08:00

28th nov
- Took my driving basic test. I PASSED!! ^_^
- Met my ma and two brothers to go shopping..
- Suggested to buy a small coffee table to put in my room so that it can be used when my friends come over to play. Approved!!

29th nov
- Watched jap vcd ( cant remember what show.. hai.. i'm old already..)

30th nov
- Went K-ster with jolleen, kaiyu and joan..
- Was shy to sing in the first place.. lol.. 'cause i'm tone death..
- Grab the mic when i saw JJ's songs.. lol.. and started screaming into the mic.. -_-" too excited..
- Went kino to get my jap magazine duet, 'cause there's my fav. guy in it!! TEPPEI KOIKE!! ( i cut his hairstyle immediately when i first saw him in a magazine in the saloon while accompanying my ma to cut hers.. lol..)
- Cant remember if jolleen and kaiyu came over to my house or not.. i'm old.. But they did came over some days.. 'Cause jolleen gave me all the jap songs she has in her mp3.. Nice songS!!

1st dec
- The day i started to notice KAZUYA KAMENASHI 'cause of his sexy dancE in Seishun Amigo!! oh minE~ he looks so seductive.. *drooL~~~~~~~~~*
- Cant remember what i did after that.. But i did remember i watched clips and videos..

2nd dec
- Had my first driving practical..
- Dangerous.. -_-"
- Went home to watch jap vcdS..

3rd dec
- X5 came over to my house..
- They did manicures on their fingernails..
- Did one on my left pinkie.. ^_^ so many flowers.. FlowErS!!

4th dec
- Cant remember what i did.. Should be watching jap vcds for the whole day i supposed.. 'Cause that's what i remember clearly of what i did during holidays..

5th dec
- Went dentist after driving lesson..
- Need to undergo surgery to get my 2 wisdom teeth out.. A surgery cost $350!! Havent book my date.. Thinking of running away from the surgery.. ^_^"
- Someone help me!!
- Watched jap vcd through the night, slept at 5am.. lol.. Finished another set of vcd..

6th dec
- Drove on the BIG road like any other cars instead of training centres.. FUN..
- Watched vcds through the night again.. slept at 6am.. lol..
- Saw a pair of spec which i LOVE alot in the vcd that i watched.. Decided to look for it..

7th dec
- Went Queensway to look for new shoes and Ikea to look for coffee table with my twin jabs!!
- Vcd again when i reached home.. slept at 7am.. lalalA~~ but i think i wasted alot of electricity.. =( bills will burst this month..

8th dec
- Accompanied aqilah to cut her hair.. ^_^ decided to cut my hair with her at the end of dec.. i trim my hair ( i still want my TEPPEI's hairstyle!!) while aqilah planned to cut hers real short and shock her ma..
- Met up with amirah in AMK and everyone started shopping for our stuffs..
- Went home to watch vcd again.. dont ask me what time i slept.. 'cause i dont know.. lol..

9th dec
- Cant remember.. Must be vcd again LA.. hai.. i think i can just survive on vcds without food..

10th dec
- Went out with kaiyu and jolleen..
- PK happened to be in town to shop for my early bday present.. 'cause he's entering NS around my bday.. so have to give me early.. ^_^ ( PK!! i love u!! for those presents.. lol..)
- We started to drag PK along with us to shop, while trying to find the stuffs to get for the girl he likes ( and he decided to tell her this christmas!! ^_^ ganbatE!!)
- Bought Myojo and gugugo(? dont know how to pronounce..) magazine.. also my shoes!! Spent so much..

11th dec
- Went out with X5..
- Bought a bag in Bugis. This bag shall be the last one i buy before next year~!! I have so many bags now!! -_-"
- Trimmed my eyebrows.. So pain!! But i still like K.Kamenashi's eyebrows.. so nice and sexY~ lol.. But i think i'll look funny with his eyebrows.. But he's a pretty boy!! PRETTY.. Prettier than girls.. lol..
- I'm crazy over HIM.. ^_^
- Was scolded by my parents.. have to start my holiday assignment now.. =( Grounded till i did at least half the amount of work.. SAD..

12th dec
- Onlined..
- Blogged..
- Have to start my work..
- Sad..
- I want my JJ, TEPPEI and KAME!!

~oFF i go~

2 days in malaysia

2005-11-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

My uncle's marrieD!! ^_^ can tell that he very sayang his bridE~ so sWeet~~ and it happens that they got married on my ma's birthday!! ^_^ Happy birthday mamA!!

Oh ya, my di, just got back his results a few days ago. He got into normal ad. And he treated it like nothing happened. He didnt even bother if my parents are upset over it. He could still tell me happily that his friend ( one of our neighbour whom i dont like 'cause he kept borrowing $$ from my two di and kept shouting into my house), got the same results as him and that his friend asked him if he wanted to go Yishun town sec with him.. I'll try all means not to let the 2 of them get into the same school together. I think that boy knows that i dont like him, 'cause whenever he shouts into my house, i will just look out at him and he will keep his mouth shut.

Not that i'm mean to him, it's just that, he dont have to borrow $$ from my di when his jie was walking just a few meters in front of him and he could just ask her for it. And when he borrowed, he wont return it to my di. BUT BOY, IF U KEEP BORROWING $$ AND DONT RETURN IT.. WONT U FEEL ASHAME? It's my pa's hard-earned $$. If u need $$ for food, get it from your pa, i rather my di donate it to charity than to give it to you.

Not only that, must you shout at my di from outside the gate and ask my di to lend u $50 so you and your classmates can buy stuffs?! And the way you ask for $$ is rude! "Cheng Wee!! $50!!" PLEASE!! YOU MADE IT SOUND LIKE MY DI OWE YOU THAT $50!! AND IF YOU BRING YOUR CLASSMATE TO YOUR HOUSE, DONT ASK MY DI FOR $$ TO TREAT YOUR FRIEND.

Also, dont keep pressing my doorbell, as though it works on solar energy, just to ask my di out to play or cycle with you. You are acting like an idiot. And how many times have my di told you that i banned him from going out to play till his exams are over? You dont seem to understand that huh? Kept disturbing my house especially that time when i'm studying for promos. If you were my di, you would be dead by now. I'M SERIOUS.

I'm not blaming you for causing my di to go normal ad 'cause he's lazy himself. I know he can only blame himself for this results. But Please, stop acting like an idiot. You are irritating me and i'm going to explode soon. I'm already angry that because of my di's result that my pa refused to change dial up to broadband as he thinks that we played too much on games and nets. So.. dont come and disturb my house when i'm at home during the dec holidays.

Hai.. i'm going off to sleep. Going for theory test for driving tomorrow. Wish me luck.

a day..

2005-11-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

Today, is a scary day. A day which yj j1 looked forward to, and also dread to..

...Results day..

I recalled from last year that, on my result slip, i've got a "Retain". I was prepared for it. Cause i know that i cant make it to j2 due to my weak foundation in chemistry. I was so calm. With no expression on my face. And still can gather around my classmates who was retained too. No tears. ( but i ended up crying for hrs in my room after i got home.. lol..)

This year, is a different case. I studied. Tried my best. Had tuition ( or should i say being forced to?). I worked very hard for this year (although i only got serious after i saw my block test results..). And i got promoted. ^_^ Thanks everyone for your concern.

Thanks to X5, who worried about my results and me. Thanks to kenneth, who always an wei me ( and ur super big hug when you know that i got promoted, i almost got strangle to death by you..). Thanks gil, for encouraging me during the promo period when you yourself are busy preparing for your O levels. Thanks everyone.. Thanks..

And at 11++pm the previous night, i got a phone call from our beloved Mrs Ang. She asked me if i told my parents that they can go down to school today to collect my results. I answered no. She then told me to ask my parents to go yj to collect it. I was shocked. Cause this is the what she told me when she wanted to meet my parents regarding the block test results in about August(?). Ya.. should be august. The reasons why she wants to meet them? I scored badly for my block test.

I thought i cant make it to j2. And i started crying immediately when Mrs Ang put down the phone. I cried for an hour+ i supposed. My eyes were swollen. I dont know what to do. And i started on my chem tutorial qns thinking that it might be the last time that i will be touching on them. 2am.. couldnt get to sleep after finishing the qns.. i took out my comics to read. 3am, not in mood to read, off the light and tried to sleep. I think i slept at 4am+. Went to school as usual today, except with a super black face. And my eyes hurt. Till now.

~time to sleep, lesson tml~

helLo heLLo hellO~

2005-11-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

everyone's bugging me to update my blog.. lol.. so here i am again.. with alot of things to type yet lazy to type..

Firstly, i took up driving course this week. Signed up for it on monday and realised that it's not as easy as what i thought. Gone case. The shortest time to finish the whole course is 6 months according to the driving centre lady. But if i'm not wrong.. i heard 3 months from eugenia.. anyway.. the practical lesson is going to eat into my january next year and hope it will not affect my studies.. ( provided that i go j2.. or should i say i must go j2?) and i have theory lesson tomorrow. Hope i can understand them.. especially when i learn things so slowly..

Secondly, i'm broke. I'VE GOT NO MONEY!! The driving course cost a bomb. It's more expensive than my school fees!! It costs about 2K for one complete course ( or more than that)!! I asked 1K from my pa and he paid 152.25 bucks for the enrolment fee and the theory lesson fee and i planned to come out with the remaining myself, only to realise that i dont even have that much $$ in my bank savings 'cause i spent it on comics. -_-" And now i realised that my cupboard of comics cost more than 1K now.. ( but i still like comics). I'm addicted to comics and i feel dead without reading them. Oh no!! how am i to live without them now that i've got no $$ to buy them!! And i'm saving $$ now so that i can pay for the remaining driving fees. Time to get a job.

Thirdly, now that it's school holiday, my pocket $$ will be cut off soon after 18 nov and there goes my only source of $$. And because it's school holiday, alot of students will be out searching for part time jobs. WHERE AM I TO GO TO FIND JOBS!! especially when i have got NO working experience before..( ya.. i'm quite pampered actually..) and worse of all, who will want to employ someone who can only work for 1 month++?! Asked ashwin and simone for help 'cause i've got no idea where to look for jobs. Hope i get lobangs soon..

Fourthly, i'm getting results on the 15th nov. Next tues. Mrs Ang ( my CT) is away from school to mark the chinese papers for A levels and she will be away till 18th nov, the last day of yj's schooling. But, how do we get back our results? and if we need help, who do we go to?! if for example, (CHOY) someone wants to appeal for advance to j2, and our ct is not around, who is that "suay one" to approach for help?! who will be helping him/her? *sigH*

Fifthly, I'm so mad with my aunt!! She's my pa's younger sister and has been living with us long before i was born. She's good at most of the time but when it comes to bills and $$, she'll try all means to save save and save. I know she's good to help my pa save the house bills. But does she need to go to the extend like cutting my house's 2 line phone to 1 line ( and the phone will be engaged if someone uses it and there's no 2nd line or call waiting and what happened if the person who is trying hard to get thru the line has some emergency things?!), or does she has to switch off all lights at night when we are watching tv just to save $$ on electric bills and ruin all our eyesight?! and worse still.. dont allow me to apply for cable or broadband for internet 'cause it costs quite some $$? Excuse mE!! i have been using dial up since sec school and i'm still stuck with this super slow network now!! It takes me 15 mins to load one friendster home page and 10 mins to load other webpages!! Now you know why i hate to go online at home?! (yes?) GOOD. Time to go off before my aunt starts yelling me when the next bill comes..

~disappear in thin air~

pRomo ovER

2005-10-25T08:47:00.000+08:00

hoRraY!! Promo's oveR!! ^_^

Finally, i can come online and do my stupid stuffs for all i want. ^_^ (except that i'm stuck in school library MRL..) Let's hope this casual life carries on till i die~~ ( fat hopE~)

I just had a new haircut on Sunday. SooooOOooooOooo weirD. (ash suX--> 'cause he came over now and scold my jj..) And i now feel weird 'cause ash and amirah looking at what i typed from the back. lol.. ok.. back to topic, i still feEL WEIRD wIth my hAIR!!! ~_~"

Daps just styled my hair for me this morning and we were stuck in the toilet for 20 mins before my hair is done. arH~~ i look like another daps.. hahA~ shall put my pic onto this blog some times later.. ^_^ so~~~ daps.. ( actually.. amirah say no diff.. haha)

oh ya.. i joined the Chingay motivators thingy.. ( now regretted.. 'cause need to cheer and dance and travel far fAR~ for meetings and trainings.. -_-" someone save mE~~) i rather stay home and read comics and watch drama vcds.. ..........except that i've got no $$ to buy them.. haha.. someone kind enough..? *hint hint* ^_^

eH.. i shall go and pay back all the testimonials that i owe people during my promo period now.. (if not they will hang pigs' head on my friendster..) blog later if i have the time.. haha..

*psSs.. my eye candy's outside now.. haha

~oFF i go.. paying my loans..~

FridaY..

2005-10-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

Friday no school.. FriDay no schoOl.. fRidaY nO schOoL.. Friday no school.. FriDay no schoOl.. fRidaY nO schOoL.. Friday no school.. FriDay no schoOl.. fRidaY nO schOoL.. Friday no school.. FriDay no schoOl.. fRidaY nO schOoL.. Friday no school.. FriDay no schoOl.. fRidaY nO schOoL.. Friday no school.. FriDay no schoOl.. fRidaY nO schOoL.. Friday no school.. FriDay no schoOl.. fRidaY nO schOoL.. Friday no school.. FriDay no schoOl.. fRidaY nO schOoL.. Friday no school.. FriDay no schoOl.. fRidaY nO schOoL.. FRIDAY NO SCHOOL!!

.........................................Friday study break..................................................

Still have to study.. For the upcoming promo examinations.. *SIGH* Someone save me... Where's my superman.. Superhero.. Wonder woman.. ( best if my hero is my eye candY.. ^_^ ) arGH..

~ @%@^@#%&(*)^&$#.. banging head against the wall~

JJ's back!!

2005-10-05T17:03:00.000+08:00

oK.. did this in school.. shHh.. dont let gilbert know i came online.. if not he will start nagging again.. haha..

Lao po amirah found this blogskin for me.. ^_^ so touched.. thought she will be jealous of him morE~~ haha.. tht proved that amirah lovE me too much that she even accept my JJ~ lol..

ok.. time is rushing.. i'm left with 2 more mins before the school computer log off by itself.. i'm going oFF!! see u guys next timE!! ( that is.. after promo.. ^_^)

~arH.. left with 80 sec..~

GP monsteR

2005-10-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

ARH!! There goes my GP.. = ''''(

Imagine yourself, sitting there, looking at the 12 qns one by one. As you look at qn 9.. u started to panick, cause you havent seen a qn u understand so far. By qn 11, you are totally at a loss and by qn 12, you are being defeated by stress. ( And it happens that qn 12 is about the cause and consequences of stress) WILL YOU BREAK DOWN?!

That's me. I wanted to do on qn 4 "who is deadlier: man or mother nature" as i read up quite a lot about environment and mankinds. ( cause i'm interested in geography.. haha.. weird i took science right? i dont understand why too..) but i'm not strong in argumentative qns!! so i decided to skip that qn.. went on to qn 12 on "cause and consequences of stress".. but i was too stressed up to recall on the points that Mr David has told us. Then i moved on to qn 7 " should students only excel academically" where i got stuck for half an hours before i finally started on my essay.

Students.. does it mean young only or young and old? Academically, does it means there's physically, socially, mentally, morally.. or arts, sports and academic? help.. i need help.. seriously.. now..

I cried. The moment paper 1 is being collected back. It decides part of my future. My future to be able to go J2.. and take my A level. Of course, the other 3 papers in 2 weeks time decides my future too.. I dont dare to think of it now.. Someone.. help me.. please help me get out of fear..

Thanks kenneth.. for giving me that big hug when i cried.. it's warm.. thanks eugene boy.. for ur encouraging friendster testimonial.. thanks 124.. for surrounding me, giving me the warmth when my tears filled up my eyes.. thanks lao po.. for squeezing my fats while trying to ask me not to worry -_-".. thanks jabs.. for keeping by my side when the newbies were having their mother tongue papers..

oK.. enough of sentimental speech.. time to move on and prepare for my promo papers on bio chem and maths.. 17 OCT!! ............. dont come so fast.. i havent revise finish.. at least let me touch some of the qns in tys first before you come.. arH~~~

oh yA~ happy birthdaY to jie Ying~! 17 yrs old noW~ sorry.. was too sad with my gp that i forgot to give u super big hug in sch.. eh.. happy early 18th bday to poon and jolleen!! you both are born on 10 oct!! happy belated bday to shao kai.. you are finally 18 on Children's Day!! .. and to my jie too.. happy 22th birthday.. although you are not with me physically.. i can feel you watching over me.. i will work hard for your part too..

oh ya.. gilbeRT~ ah beRT ar.. i will pray for you as you wait for your prelim results.. hope it's very good and you can get into SAJC right from first 3 months.. ( so that you can help me get my jj info too.. he's from sajc too.. lol..) i'll wait for wed to come where you will sms me your results..

~off to do my maths and chem for tomorrow's tutorial~

2005-09-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

took this on sunday when i went to meet him for lunch and after his work. didnt have time to decorate this though.. haha..

2005-09-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

cute little us.. ^_^

FuN daY

2005-09-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

Went back to school during the sept holiday for the past 3 days. Find today the coolest day of all! ^_^

Early in the morning, i went Mcdonald with my lao po (Ami-ran) for my Sausage mcmuffin with eGG!! yUm YuM yuM.. finally get to eat mcbreakfast ever since the outing with P24 to east coast park during first 3 months.. And tht kenneth chong and simone put us aeroplanE!! (eH.. means pang seH us..) That stupid Kenneth..( asH.. you are not the stupid one this time.. ^_^ you upgraded) said that he will call me this morning to tell me if he's joining us or not.. in the end.. i didnt even get a sms from him.. That guy must be busy looking at CHAR BO (girl) that he forgot all about the calling lah!! Kenneth Chong Liang Er!! You ZHONG SE QING YOU!!

Anyway, at least i get to have a peaceful breakfast with lao po~ after that, we had an 1 hr bio spa lecture and you know what?! The bio prac at 1pm was cancelled!! ^_^ so our lesson ended at 11am~ But Mr ang's so funny today. He kept showing us the Garfield comics and he made those funny noises that John and garfield made in the comics.. This should be the first lesson that i enjoyed so much in his class.. ^_^

After the early release ( sound like release from jail..), i went to Franz's house~ Nothing much changed except that his pa's fishes grow bigger and fatter. They used to be 1/3 of my palm long and used to be afraid of me and would swim away from me when i walk near their tank, but now.. they are the length of my palm and will not even swim away from me when i stood in front of the fish tanks.. Guess they must be too fat to even swim away..

And i thought i will die in franz's home!! Imagine him trying to kill me with his cushion. Ok, i admit.. i tried to kill him with his cushion too.. haha.. but a guy's strength is 4 times stronger than a lady's strength of the same weight!! (eh.. i think i'm 2 kg heavier than him though.. i'm so faT!!) So can anyone imagine, that i can just die, without leaving anything behind for ami-ran except for some debts that i owe jie ying..

Oh ya.. we took some photos too.. ^_^ post one online ba~ ^_^let ami-ran be jealous for once~ who ask her to be always busy with SOMEONE else.. Ami-raN~~ it's time u treasure me or else.. muahAhahA.. nah.. i'm not so baD.. i will just elope with someone else.. franz maybe.. ^_^

anyway.. he changed my hp's wallpaper to the photo that we took together.. but i dont think it will last long 'cause kenneth chong will change it to his photo soon after he get hold of my hp.. haha.. why do people like to change my hp's wallpaper to their photos.. haha.. kenneth, jolleen, franz.. who's next? ^_^

~packing my luggage to elope~

Woa.. i miss blogging

2005-08-17T16:44:00.000+08:00

Ok.. it's raining heavily outside now and i'm stuck in the school's library. I'm sOOoooooooO hungry!! =( hai.. i forgot what i wanted to blog about. So forgetful of me..

I write about why i'm so pissed with SOMEONE from my class then.

There's this SOMEONE, who kept telling people that he's a slackeR, yet u can see him mugging in the school library. Reason that he give for going to the library? He'll just say that he wants to sleep. Hey, if u want to study, just say u want to study, stop telling people that u are going to sleep yet seen mugging on ur notes! I understand that there is strong competition for the dragon years. Everyone tells others that they dont study at home, yet can produce good results, and it is obvious that they DID study at home, i am alright with people like this, BUT IF U WANT TO LIE, DONT SHOW OTHERS THAT IT IS A LIE!! It's so fake!! Telling others that u dont study and is a slacker, yet studying in school library and show everyone. DUMB.

And i know it's obvious that i dont like that SOMEONE ( and i'm making it more obvious now.. haha). He can see it too i supposed, 'cause he asked Mel to pass me a letter and asked Mel to tell me not to show it to Daps. Ya.. Why Daps? i dont know~ I read that letter, it's dumb, about what i have bad impressions of him just like the others, yet others change their view on him as they know him better. I have to admit that i really dont have a good impression of him since last year, and when he first joined my class, i hope that my impression of him will change. But that did not happen. And i ended with a worse impression of him.

I did not respond to his letter, 'cause i see no needs to. And he confronted me after that incident. I told him that i have no grudge against him. (I seriously have no grudge against him!! just bad impression.. haha). He told me that he heard it from his ex gf that i dont like him. EXCUSE ME!! I told Amirah, Daps, Yimin and Kenneth. Who among these 4 used to be his gf?! First 3 are out, Kenneth? unless he's a gay.

I told Yimin about it sometimes later. She told me that THAT SOMEONE has a story with she and her 5 friends too. And she told me that THAT SOMEONE is someone not good to trust. She's not the only one who says that, her 5 friends said it too. They had a heart to heart talk and they realised that the things that he told them are so different!! He told his ex that he scored badly for his block tests, so he chose to retain. He told another girl that he actually got B, B, C for his block test, and told her not to tell his ex. And i remembered that he told me that he scored B, B, C!! And he went to tell others that B, B, C is a rumour that people spread about him and he got F, F, F. So which is truE? God knows.

Anyway, Yimin and her friends were gossiping when i joined them. They told me that THAT SOMEONE told one of them that when he confronted me about the bad impression issue, i felt so guilty that i apologised to him!! COMEON LOR!! WHEN DID I APOLOGISE!! I WONT APOLOGISE FOR SOMETHING THAT I DIDNT DO WRONG!! AND I DONT THINK THAT HAVING A BAD IMPRESSION OF HIM IS A CRIME!! NOW I HATE HIM.. ARGH!!

~So angry~

National day celebration cum Sport day cum College day cum Racial harmony day..

2005-08-08T22:03:00.000+08:00

oK.. That's my yj.. making use of a celebration day to celebrate 4 events together. National day celebration cum Sport day cum College day cum Racial harmony day.. CoOl ya? -_0

ok.. let me start off with my school's college day first. We were to report to LT4 (for admiralty and rodney houses) for broadcast on college day that is holding in audi. I was waiting anxiously for the prize giving for last year's JC2 students. My yj idol was awarded the top student for music for A level in Yjc.. ^_^ so cool~ but even before i get to watch it, we were told to report to the hall!! We were supposed to march to our respective seats in the stadium!! under the hot sun!! without seeing my yj idol getting his prize!! *cry*

Nevermind about that.. hai.. then during the sports day running. Fifi (Firdaus) told us that he didnt get into the top3 for long jump.. ( or izzit high jump? cant remember). Anyway, before he went to report for his 4 X 100m run, he handed this green water bottle to kenneth after he drank from it. And he just disappear like that with kenn holding onto the green bottle. After a while, Kenn also blur blur ask me why fifi handed that bottle to him ( Excuse me kenn, i'm not fifi, how would i know?!). Anyway, kenn handed the bottle to me. I suspected that it's not Fifi's bottle 'cause i didnt see him owe one before, but since he drank from it, it must be related to him. So i held it and cheered all the way while fifi's running.

I must be too engrossed in cheering for fifi 'cause later that day, wee ping said that he ran in the 4 X 100m too.. but i dont recall seeing him run.. and you know what? wee ping told me that admiralty ( my house) won first in that very 4 X 100m race. The one which i was supporting for fifi.. haha~ and i didnt know about it. whahahA~ stupid mE~ Anyway, i realised something. When i was supporting for my house, my house's representative would not win in that race, and when i was supporting for my friends from other houses, my house will win in that racE.. amazing huh? -_-

Anyway, back to the story of green bottle. I was sitting there with yixian, kenn, ash, mel, when suddenly a person say excuse me behind me. I looked up. There is this fifi's 4 X 100m runmate, who i know is from my grooming course ^_^, eh.. he was the one who said excuse me to me. Then he was pointing to something in front of me. I look down and saw him pointing to the green bottle that was in my hands. -_-" then i also blur blur hand him the bottle. Actually i wanted to ask him why he wants fifi's bottle. But i soon realised that it must be his bottle. so MALU!! At that moment i feel like digging a hole and just hide my head in it!! Hey, if you happened to read this, i wanted to say sorry. I really hold it because fifi handed it over, dont want to misplace it. ^_^ SORRY!

Aiyo.. i dont understand why i'm always apologising for things that i blur blur did. -_-" next time i must think 5 times before i do something.

Hmm.. after sports day, i went out with yixian, kenn, ash, simone and james for lunch. Kai and kevin myles took the same train as us too. And i think all the other passengers feel like throwing us out the train 'cause we kept pushing and losing balance and talking loudly. I apologise for that too!! Let me explain what happened too. When the train doors open for novena, in order not to let kenn go home, we pulled kenn by his hand and refused to let go till the door close, so he will join us for lunch. At newton, everyone did the same to myles too 'cause we wanted him to join us too. The train was packed and we ended offending a lot of passengers. Hai..

We had subways for lunch and watch "bewitched". I dont understand why Ash wanted to watch that movie so much. I wanted to watch Charlie.. But he insisted on watching bewitched. We were left with separated seats and ash still took them!! And we ended up watching the movie at 4 different corners of the threate, sitting alone!! So stupid. But the movie is nice. ^_^ And i tried not to laugh too loud 'cause i dont want to embarrass myself among the strangers that were sitting around me!! After the movie, yixian and daps told me the same thing.. Ya.. so we were trying hard not to laugh too loud in a comedy. Stupid us.. STUPID ASH!!

~waiting for someone to treat me to the charlie movie~

oH minE!! what a lucky day!!

2005-08-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

"How often do you end up in exactly the right place with exactly the right person at precisely the moment where you both have nothing to do but spend oodles of time staring into each other's eyes? Lucky, lucky you!"

I quoted this from my friendster's forecast. Find it so true for today. Haha.. happy momenT~~

I went for bio class this morning. The lecturer is going through the genetic engineering stuff and he came across the term call "sex-link". He went on to tell us about sex-link character and an example is red-green colourblindness. I turned to my right and ask my "twin" (farheth Jabien.. ^_^ ) if she has colourblindness and she said no. So i went on to ask my cute guy in the tuition class what colour is Jabs wearing.

... He couldnt answer me..

Jabs and i were shock when he showed a stunned face and couldnt answer me. I knew i asked the wrong question. CUTIE GUY!! I'm so SORRY!! I didnt know the possibility of people around me getting red-green colourblindness is so high! Yes, i admited that i was just testing cutie guy on his colour, but i really didnt know that he's one of the case of red-green colourblind!! He told us that he has got mild colourblindness. We didnt know how to react. He was kind enough, to continue the conversation that his cousin has got serious red-green colourblindness that he cant even differentiate the two colours, at least cutie guy still can see the 2 colours, just that he cant see shades of red and green. That means red-green colourblindness is in his family line. This is the second time i came across friends who has red-green colourblindness.

Anyway, after the lesson, Jabs and i went to the bus stop to go queensway to get my new specs. Cutie guy is on his way home too!! and he came to the same bus stop as us! And know what? ^_^ he took the same bus as us!! actually is we took the same bus as him. haha.. And we realised that he actually alight at the same bus stop as Izzah.. (Izzah!! i'm going to your house often now!! so that i can have high chances of bumping into cutie guy in that area.. haha!) anyway.. i asked him if he has got gf.. and he say ya.. haha.. ( actually i think i heard my heart crack alittle..) even jabs also kept quiet when she heard it. We saw their photos.. his gf is sooOOoo mature looking.. but they did look matching. And they have been close friends since sec school.. it's normal for them to be together. But i did dig out alot of information of my cutie guy from him.. hahA~ that he's either blood O or B (he also not sure himself).. and his elder brother is 8 yrs older than him.. his sister is 3 yrs older than him.. he is the xiao di di!! haha.. so that friendster forecast for today is so truE! except that instead of staring into each other eyes.. i was busy talking to him.. haha..

Hmm.. after talking to him for long.. even i also got influenced by him by speaking slower and softeR.. he's such a softspoken guy.. so if you people find me talking very slowly.. dont blame me!! blame my cutie guy!!

Oh ya!! i bought new specS!! specially chosen by my twin jabs!! ^_^ it's blue in colour.. since she say nice on me.. i trusted heR.. ( although i think blue dont suit me..) haha.. now i've got my hair cut.. got my new specs.. i'm going to look extremely nerD.. ^_^ if my eye candy notice me.. ( if he knows me..) he might have a good laugh..

For your info.. cutie guy and eye candy are 2 different person ok!! haha.. i think i'm very flower heart ( translated from chinese.. meaning like more than 1 ppl) . cutie guy is from tuition class. eye candy from my yj.. =P let me explain.. i'm attracted to them 'cause of their characters. Cutie guy is a very softspoken guy.. while eye candy is like a small boy boy!! They are my motivation to tuition and school.. haha~ Which one am i more attracted to? eH.. i think is eye candy? no ideA..

and JJ? He's my motivation to EVERYTHING!! hahA!~~

~busy taking photo of nerd me in new specS~

2005-08-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

me and my newly "trimmed" hair.. can u see one tail of hair sticking out by my side? yA~ tht's one of the tail.. there's still alot at the back.. hahA~ if i know.. i might as well ask the hairdresser to cut JJ's hairstyle..

I've changed my bloGskIn!!

2005-08-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

For many of my friends.. they must be happily celebrating the fact that i have finally change my blogskin. ^_^ From JJ to a weiRd animE blogskin. Well.. JJ will be back soon.. dont worry.. i'm still finding him.. haha~

Anyway, I HATE BIO LAB!! There's alot of mosquitoes in lab!! I entered the lab and sat at my seat for 5 mins... JUST 5 MINS.. and i got 5 mosquito bites.. AND I STILL HAVE TO SIT THERE FOR 1.5 HRS BECAUSE I HAVE MOCK SPA!! Imagine how many mosquito bites i have? Make a guess then.. Winner will get a kiss from me~ ^_^

Guess today's just not my day.. I went to TRIM my hair 3 hours ago.. and you know what?! Ya.. It's so ugly now!! Making me look uglieR than b4!! I can't even tie my hair up now!! *crying out loud* My hair now looks like what it used to be like in april.. where it's bulky 'cause my hair is thick.. I layered it!! but it makes no difference.. Where's my semi long hair~~ i want my hair back!! *crying out loudeR* ... I told tht hairdresser that i want to keep my length of hair.. just layer my hair so it look thinner, not cut it.. but it looked so short now that it's obviously being CUT! except that i have tails of hair which is of about the old length of my hair.. (and my brother kept pulling it 'cause he finds it funny). How am i to face my eye candY now.. even though he do not know my presence or even if he does, he will not notice that i "TRIM" my hair.. i will feel weirD facing him!! hElp!!

I think i'm going to pull my hair to make it grow longer at a faster speed ( for your info.. my hair grows very slowly.. Even when a tortoise finished its 2.4km.. my hair also havent grow 0.1cm). SO if my hair still dont grow at least a bit longer than now, where i can tie it up, i'm not going to school.. Anyone who wants to help me pull it longeR?

~working hard at pulling my hair longER~